The 2017 Path 0f Totality

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When I thought about todays events “solar eclipse,”


Preview  Total Solar Eclipse 2017 from Madras, Oregon, 21 August 2017

I thought about the meaning of the lyrics to Bonnie Tyler’s song,              
“Total Eclipse of the Heart”?

She’s singing about the totally consuming, yet destructive love that is taking all the light/joy/happiness out of her life.

“Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I’m only falling apart.

There’s nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.

The song was inspired by the relationship between Catherine and Heathcliff in the novel, “Wuthering Heights.” While they shared an intense, passionate love for each other, their relationship was also toxic and destructive. An example of so many breast cancer patients that I have chatted with on Facebook.

Preview YouTube video Bonnie Tyler – Total Eclipse of the Heart

And so it is in  “Total Eclipse of the Heart.”  The singer is afraid to have her lover        in her  life, yet terrified at the thought he might leave. When they’re together, their relationship is explosive, but when they’re apart, the singer can find no light in her life.  The lyrics clearly show just how torn the singer is.”

Case example:

Doctors had given Anita Moorjani just hours to live when she arrived at the hospital           in a coma on the morning of February 2nd, 2006.

Unable to move as a result of the cancer that had ravaged her body for almost four years, Anita entered another dimension, where she experienced great clarity and understanding of her life and purpose here on earth. She was given a choice of whether to return to life or not, and chose to return to life when she realized that “heaven” is a state and not a place.

This subsequently resulted in a remarkable and complete recovery of her health.

Anita’s riveting talk will inspire you to transform your life by living more authentically, discovering your greatest passions, transcending your deepest fears, and living from a place of pure joy.

Her true story will radically alter your current beliefs about yourself,                                 your purpose on earth, your health, your relationships, and your life!


Before I go into detail on the Mari protocol that turned my wife’s cancer around rapidly after a biopsy which both gave a positive diagnosis and kick started rapid growth of her cancer I’m going to give a nutshell outline. Then dig in a bit about why we did what we   did. The net result was she was cancer free in about 6 months though it was a year from diagnosis before we saw another Doctor and had the tests to prove this. So in a nutshell this is what you need to do.

1. Deal with Chronic stress, whatever it takes.
2. Remove toxins from your life, that includes, people, personal care products, household cleaners, junk food, sugar, and one of the most important “Root Canals” ( esp if you have breast cancer )
3. Choose a good anti cancer diet, if you have a tumour then aside from avoiding the obvious things like refined carbs, refined sugars, processed and fast foods, also avoid, pasteurized milk and meat. But Add Kefir made from raw milk.
4. Top up your diet with good supplements some of the most important are: Magnesium, Iodine, Selenium, Organic Sulphur, Vit C, and a good green powder food based with broad spectrum nutrition. Finally Baking soda, to help rapidly alkalize.
5. When Mari had Cancer we didn’t know about Transfer Factor but she takes it now as preventative. Would definitely have added this had I known about it so include this and put it at the top of my list of priorities, also this is the only one you can’t practically get from food.
6.Good quality filtered water, lots of it.
7 Plenty of sleep
8. Find something to live for a passion, a goal something to drive you.
9. Learn the breathing exercises described in the top post. This as a more direct impact   on your pH levels than food.
10. Add herbs and spices to your life along with juicing and add them to your veggie juices.

Dr. Allan Greenberg-
“As a retired physician, I can honestly say that unless you are in a serious accident, your best chance of living to a ripe old age is to avoid doctors and hospitals, and learn nutrition, herbal medicine and other forms of natural medicine.  Almost all drugs are toxic and designed only to treat symptoms and not to cure anyone. Most surgery is unnecessary. In short, our mainstream medical system is hopelessly inept and/or corrupt. The treatment of cancer and degenerative diseases is a national scandal. The sooner you learn this, the better off you will be.”

This information is aimed at people who don’t have the resources to go to a natural clinic such as Gerson or a good natural cancer Dr such as Dr Gonzalez, if you have the money those are your best options but can run into tens of thousands of dollars and so is not an option for many. Not only will this information give you a proven protocol using some of the very best anti cancer and pro health products and choices but if your part of this group, I offer full free support to anyone doing the Mari protocol.

I’m not a Doctor but rather a researcher that has spent thousands of hours researching crossed the world worked  with top natural doctors  and have not only been able to help   my wife but many other people just by sharing information. What you shouldn’t do, is try and pick and choose one bit from one protocol and another bit from a different protocol. This is very dangerous as for example, if you use IV vitamin C from one protocol and then Budwig from another they work against one another. Maybe you choose Iodine from this protocol but you miss selenium, then you could be damaging your thyroid. Choose a complete protocol and run with it with your whole heart.

Cancer Protocol

The underlying foundation of natural protocols is that all disease is caused                          by one or more of the following three factors.

1. Toxicity including chemicals, medications, pathogens etc
2. Deficiency including nutrition, sleep, love, sunlight, exercise
3. Chronic Stress – Negative emotions

Any of the above contribute to an acid state which in turn means a low oxygen state    which Otto Warburg proved was the cause of cancer.  It’s critical therefore that your        low oxygen/acid state be addressed. It’s worth noting that all toxins including chemo      and radiation are highly acidic and along with surgery suppress the immune system,       the very thing you need to fight cancer.


While it is true that an acidic body (acidosis) can lead to a variety of health conditions    like osteoporosis, chronic fatigue, muscle loss, high blood pressure, kidney stones, cravings for sugar and carbs and more, in regard to Candida we are talking about the      pH level in the “gut.”

Yes, your “blood” pH should be slightly alkaline for optimal health. However, the pH of your “gut” should remain acidic to function properly. It is acid that keeps pathogens like Candida yeast from growing out of control. Thus, the word “acidophilus.” It is the acid  in the dophilus that is important for helping to eliminate yeast overgrowth. Acidophilus    is acid forming; e.g. lactic acid and acetic acid. Acid in your stomach and your intestines   is your first line of defense against pathogenic intruders.

When you take antibiotics, it kills off your acid forming bacteria and makes the environment too alkaline, which is why antibiotics promote Candida overgrowth.

So not only do antibiotics directly eliminate the good guys that help keep Candida          from taking over, they also change the pH in your digestive system to one that is            more hospitable for yeast and other pathogens.

Different parts of the body have a need for different pH levels. In a healthy body,           body tissue and blood pH runs about 7.3 or 7.4, which is slightly alkaline; while an      empty stomach is somewhere between 1 and 3, which is highly acidic; and the small intestine ranges between 6 and 6.5, which is slightly alkaline; while the colon runs   between 5.5 to 7,  which is slightly acidic;  and the vagina is typically between 3.8         and      4.5, which is moderately acidic.

However, there is variation even within these parameters; for example, the pH may be different in different areas of the small intestine like the duodenum and the caecum.

We are living in a world that is bombarding us with toxins, from food, water, pollution, prescribed medication, household cleaners, personal hygiene products, Mercury fillings, root canals, radiation etc.  At the very same time our diets are mostly highly deficient of essential nutrition which it needs to function optimally and to deal with  toxic overload. Add to this the stress of modern living which uses higher levels of our already depleted mineral reserves and we have a perfect environment for disease.

Many people ask me what about such and such cancer, if you understand the above correctly you will realise it doesn’t matter what particular cancer you have as you are       not treating the cancer you are treating the cause and the causes are the same.

Watch the following video by Jason Vale to get a clearer picture on this concept.

TEDxDubai 2010 Jason Vale One disease,one solution

Diet is therefore foundational to everything else that you do,

I’m not going to recommend a particular diet as I don’t believe there is any one diet that is perfect for everyone but there are certain factors that all good diets agree with. No refined foods that includes foods made with refined ingredients such as flour. So no bread, pasta, white rice, sugar. No tinned foods, most foods in packets, no fast food. Non — pasteurised milk, no GMO. Meats should only be from animals that are fed their natural diet i.e. grass for cows and are organic free range. What they do to the animals and to the meat is very carcinogenic from factory farmed animals aside from being unethical. Stick with foods as near natural as possible, without all the chemicals and additives we have become so used to. Adding lots of green veggie/fruit juices to your day is a great way of getting a lot of good easily assimilated nutrition.

Now when you are sick you need a lot of extra nutrition and to get that you will need to supplement. I have 2 supplements as the back bone of my protocol one is home made and the other you can’t get from regular food. The home made one is a form of pro biotic but much more powerful than anything you can buy. It will help get your digestion working properly and provide some key nutrients. It’s made from raw milk so some people who have been sold the idea all milk is bad might need to do some research, and ignore all the research on milk from animals fed unnatural diets often GMO, given huge amounts of drugs and hormones, then having the milk heated destroying most of any remaining good. Also although nearly everyone that is allergic to milk is fine with this, if you are super sensitive there is a non milk version. It’s not as good but it’s still better than anything you can buy. The product is called kefir, it’s a fermented food and adding fermented foods to your diet in general is a very good idea, and Kefir is the king.

To learn how to make watch
To learn what Kefir does for you watch
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One good supplier of kefir grains in the US is

The second of the two foundational products is Transfer Factor I believe it should be      part of every protocol and used by anyone wanting to prevent disease, because it is the most powerful immune stimulant in the world. Since you can’t get cancer with a strong immune and can’t ever truly heal from cancer without a strong immune doing everything you can to build immune is the most important thing you can do.

TF It is not a drug not nutrition or a plant and it has over 3,000 studies behind it and is used by Medical Doctors and in Russia even in the hospitals despite being totally natural. Of all the products I recommend this one I consider so important that I chose to work with the manufacturer and be a distributor.

“I believe transfer factor is, without a doubt, the greatest discovery of the century in supporting and modulating the immune system. I believe a strengthened immune system will be the primary way to stay well in the future. This nutrient can affect the immune system like nothing else can. I sincerely believe everyone needs to consume this product.” Rob Robertson, MD

“Transfer factor is the most exciting product for the immune system that I’ve seen in       my eighteen years of practicing medicine. It has literally revolutionized my practice, particularly in terms of chronic diseases.”
Kenneth Singleton, MD, MPH

Short video about TF here video           for further info go to my page

Or this very informative site

One of the best documentaries ever done on the role of immune for cancer is part                of a series by Ty Bollinger and can be seen here

Two other immune boosters worth adding to TF and Kefir if you have the money are     Beta Glucan by Transfer point or

So I’m often asked will this protocol work with chemo, radiation, surgery etc the answer is yes but I wouldn’t advise doing any of those things. If toxins are part of the cause of cancer how do you think adding carcinogenic toxins is going to help? Truth is all that these toxins will do is poison you and yes it’s true the cancer will also be poisoned and usually it’s pretty good at shrinking tumours but after it’s all finished your in worse health than you were before and the cancer more often than not comes back even stronger. However since that information is so different to the information the Doctors have told you it makes sense to do some investigation, to look at the facts they are not telling you.

I’m going to give you one fact here then a whole lot of resources you can check out. It’s important before allowing yourself to be poisoned to know just how successful that poison is at killing the disease you have, actually there are tests that can be done to determine how helpful a particular chemo is for your particular cancer, but they won’t tell you that and will rarely do those tests. If pushed they might give you statistics, especially if they think they look good. So lets say they say this treatment gives you a 70% chance. You might be a bit nervous but doesn’t sound too bad.

However it’s a carefully crafted lie. Let me explain. Chemo and radiation has all kinds       of side effects most people don’t actually die from the cancer. . . but from the treatment. However if you die of any of the side effects for example a heart attack due to the chemo attacking the heart,  or pneumonia, or an infection brought on by the chemo induced low immunity, thus all these people instead of being added to the stats as people who died are removed from the stats because they didn’t die from cancer. This is just one of many ways we are lied to by manipulating statistics so we accept their treatment. I hope you will look at the following information to give you a more balanced approach.

You may be able to borrow this great DVD Healing Cancer from the inside out from your library

Then watch this Chris Wark 3 reasons I refused Chemotherapy

97%+ of the time chemotherapy does not work study over 12 years proves.

American Cancer Society admitted that untreated cancers often go away

Radiation therapy can makes cancers 30x more malignant

natural news radiation therapy cancer treatment side effects

Healthy people that handle chemo get cancer

chrisbeatcancer how-the-american-cancer-society-spins-data-to-make-the-cancer-industry-look-good/

How about surgery such as double mastectomies,-20-year-study-proves

Mari Protocol

The following protocol is designed to build the immune system and create an environment that is not cancer friendly. It is to be used along side one of the anti cancer health building diets. That’s why it can be used on virtually any cancer.,Though certain cancers might benefit from the addition of extra things that have been shown to be effective on that particular cancer. Such as Lung cancer benefits with nebulising certain things.

This protocol is effective with cancer because it empowers your body to fight cancer       and for that reason would work on many other diseases as well and as a preventive.

Some people that still have a conventional mindset even though they are looking at natural options are looking for a protocol designed specifically for their triple negative double back flip xx gene cancer and miss the point. The point is to make your body strong and then it will take care of any health challenges even if you don’t know about them.

OK so lets begin, I want to address something very important that’s overlooked by many. Most people with cancer have had a period of chronic stress or and strong negative emotions such as anger, guilt etc that preceded that cancer. If this is the case as it was for my wife and if the stress is still current then it’s critical it be dealt with. Stress on it’s own can cause cancer or other diseases and to ignore this fact is a serious mistake. To further make the point I’m going to explain what I did to deal with stress.

My wife is Brazilian and I’m English we lived in the UK and my wife’s mother in Brazil    got very sick. My wife got somewhat stressed about this and flew to Brazil to be with her. Obviously this was only practical for a while and she had to come back to the UK.

Her mother then died of cancer. We had not even been told she had cancer. The guilt      my wife (Mari) felt was strong esp. since her mother had been begging to see her. Then   her daughter had a baby and her father got sick and the stress of being away from her family increased. She got depressed and we argued etc.. Her heath went down, She had Hypothyroidism which we managed to fix primarily with Lugols Iodine though we added selenium later. We also resolved palpitations and a few other things with supplementation.

She was desperate to see her family so went back to Brazil for 3 months. I couldn’t go because I needed to work. During her time in Brazil she was diagnosed with Uterine cancer following a biopsy. To cut a long story short and after a lot of stress and heartache.

I decided that the only thing I could do to help deal with her chronic stress was close my very successful business and move to Brazil (where I didn’t speak the language ) so she could be near her family and me. Basically I had to lose everything, my business and all  my stuff (a lot ) and start all over again in a new country with no obvious skills that were transferable to this country. I tell you all this just to help you understand the importance of dealing with chronic stress. Basically you need to do whatever it takes. Having said all that there is a way of having stress and it not affecting your health.

For full information on this which is particularly helpful if you are in a situation where  you can not avoid stress then watch the following.
TED Kelly Mcgonigal how to make stress your friend

Certain things help us deal with stress much better, good nutrition for starters, spending time in nature, exercise and music all have a role to play. Nature sounds for 2 hours a day have been proven to have reduce stress hormones by up to 800% it’s also a very relaxing way to go to sleep here is an 8 hour video of nature sounds   So when your working on your computer, now you can have a stress fighting back track

Another very helpful tip is to change your attitude and if that sounds difficult here is a simple exercise proven to re-train your mind and teach it to look for the positive in every situation. Take a small notebook or a smart phone with the ability to take notes and that you always have with you. Then have the aim as you go through the day of making at least 5 entries as they occur of positive things or blessings in that day. Don’t wait till the end of the day and think back, the idea is to train yourself to be always looking, so needs to be done at the time or as near as possible. Sounds simple but it’s very effective.

Even taking a walk in the fresh air helps us deal with stress as well as more vigorous exercise. So make sure you start incorporating some of these stress busting ideas and  come up with a few of your own.

Next to address is toxicity. Everyone is aware that many chemicals are carcinogenic,      they probably are not aware just how much exposure they have. In a modern world it’s impossible to avoid all poisons but that doesn’t mean we should do nothing to limit our exposure. Certain toxins are more directly linked to cancer and the very first one that should be addressed are those in your mouth.

That means removing root canals and mercury fillings.If you’re unaware of the dangers    of these please look at the following information
and listen to this fascinating interview itsrainmakingtime /dr-hal-huggins-getting-root-dental-decay
Breast cancer in particular is strongly linked to root canals. Another concern is the radiation from smart meters and cell phones.

If you follow the advice in the dietary part by eating only organic unprocessed,       unrefined natural foods you will be avoiding a host of pesticides, herbicides etc.

Your water needs to be chemical free that means no bottled water and using either             a distiller or RO system along with a filter on your shower.

Finally,  some of the heaviest toxicity comes from the chemicals we use at home, from      our household cleaners and soaps, to air freshener, toothpaste and cosmetics. All should be changed to natural ones and be careful not to choose the many fake natural ones that switch one chemical for another.

There is one source of toxicity that goes unnoticed and yet is among the most deadly and is produced inside of us by a poorly functioning digestive system. As such a colon cleanse is vital for all with health concerns. Good diet is going to help with this but I recommend a herbal tea known as Royal or Holy tea. or Swansons carry the Royal tea version. Fermented foods are important as they have a major role to play in healing gut issues and since 70-80% of the immune system is in the gut the importance can not be over emphasised. Its about natural simple foods packed with nutrition and plenty of good water which is one of the primary means of detoxification and it’s also very important to be fully hydrated ( your urine should be clear ) and most people are at least mildly dehydrated.
The water you drink should not contain fluoride and chlorine etc. or be bottled water with a very few exceptions, this usually means some kind of filter or a distiller if using distilled water or RO it’s important to add minerals back into the water. Finally include as many anti cancer foods as possible. I don’t want to prescribe too much on diet as there are multiple routes to go and many sites that do a good job helping with that. I will say that green juices are a great thing to include in any diet. Gerson therapy is based around this. I like to recommend that people do a week whole organic fruit ( not juice ) fast. Even if your diabetic this will do you the world of good, resting your digestion since fruit is the easiest of all foods to digest, packed with nutrition, If fruit is difficult for you then a Veggie Juice week is going to achieve a lot of the same goals. It will help balance blood sugars and begin a detox process.
When you are sick you will benefit greatly from higher levels of nutrition than even a good diet can give you. Many believe this to be the case even if you are healthy. There are certain nutrients that are more important than others when it comes to cancer. These are the ones my wife has used and were chosen after thousands of hours of research as some of the most potent anti cancer nutrition.
Before I make some recommendations of different supplements, I know many people will take a look and then go to their local health shop and get a “similar” version. Even worse they will go to Amazon or ebay to try to get the best price. It’s your choice and your life, I’ve spent a lot of time researching this and don’t recommend particular brands for fun, but because they are some of the best. There are many very poor supplements and so often I talk with someone not getting the results only to discover they are using very poor quality supps or they bought from Amazon in which case even a good brand may be rubbish as Amazon is full of fakes, it’s very big business. More obvious when it’s cheap Ray Bans or a designer handbag but with nutrition people fall for it all the time. See the following articles on the subject.
Natural News finds fake nutrition on Amazon agent and forensic investigator for the U.S. Food and Drug Administration finds fakes on Amazon and ebay health reporter finds Major Retailers Under Fire for Fake Supplements Times article on fake supplements your very life may be at stake do not take chances to try to save a few dollars or be a bit more convenient.Ok so here are the key supplements that have proven to be some of the most important. This could be a very long list but I’ve chosen to keep it to the most foundational to keep it as economical as possible.I’ve already discussed Transfer Factor and Kefir. To add to these would be.Magnesium
Lugols Iodine
Organic Sulphur
Vit C
Pancreatic enzymes
Super food
Zeolite ( powder )
Baking SodaWith certain things like TF and Pancreatic enzymes the higher dose the better,              other things like selenium, iodine and baking soda too much is not good.

Ok it’s not within the scope of this post to give all the reasons why these supplements       are so important so if in doubt please ask.

First up lets deal with baking soda otherwise known as Sodium Bicarbonate, NOT the same as baking powder. This is not nutrition but rather is something that has a strong alkalising ability and great to use short term to rapidly alkalise. Because of it’s power to alkalise some people with very low stomach acid may be better off not using this and no one should use long term or in the time shortly before or after food when you need your stomach acid to digest.
The idea is to get your urine pH to 8 and hold for a week. This will not affect blood pH    but has been shown to be very effective for many people. You will need to buy pH strips     to monitor your urine pH. Amazon is fine for this kind of purchase and here is a good example

Start with 2 half tea spoons a day and work up if required, take 3 readings a day but not your first morning urine which will be the most acidic. Take the 3 readings and work out the average, your want to get it to a point where the average is 8 and held at this level for 1 week. Then stop using it. Note SB does deplete potassium so it may be wise to eat potassium rich foods or supplement during this period. It’s important to note when testing urine pH, not to pee on the paper this washes off the chemicals and can give an inaccurate reading. Rather dip the paper to urine for example collected in a container. Some people like to add the SB to a sugar or lemon but I’ve not seen any evidence that this helps and I remain unconvinced by the theories. It would only work if the SB was bonded to the sugar strongly enough to pass through the digestive system and remain intact into the blood. I’m highly doubting this in which case your just feeding the cancer with no payload.Selenium:Not to take selenium is simply because you don’t know enough about it’s role in the fight against cancer. Read this article to give you the basics should be a minimum of 200mcg and up to 800mcg the following is my choice as it’s a quality food based selenium, with some additional cancer fighters like ginger and turmeric.iherb megafood selenium +E IodineLugols Iodine should be taken at a 25-50mg dose but you may need to build up as it can cause detox pushing out fluoride and bromides. It is very important at these doses to only use with selenium as otherwise it can actually harm the thyroid but with selenium it massively helps thyroid function. It’s also especially important for breast, ovary, prostate and as already mentioned thyroid cancer. You can use the tablet form (Iodoral) instead if you prefer but you lose the advantage of possible topical application and altering the dose easily, has fillers and you will pay more.If you actually have thyroid issues there are a number of companion nutrients that you need to take with Iodine and Selenium see this article Stop the Thyroid Madness Companion nutrients 5% 2 drops= 12.5 mg. 4 drops=25 mg. 8 drops=50 mg 16 drops=100 mg A very good brand is J Crows ( not from Amazon ) In Canada it is a little more tricky so here is a Lugols Iodine

Organic Sulphur

If you have cancer. . . . you also have low oxygen and you better do something about that,   one of the most likely causes of low oxygen is low sulphur, critical in oxygen transportation and seriously lacking in the soil and therefore diet for most of us. Adequate sulphur is also important for immune. Not all Sulphur Supps are the same here are two good suppliers.


Magnesium deficiency is very common in fact most people are deficient in the US            and if you have cancer then even more so.

Natural News A Magnesium Deficiency Increases Cancer Risk Significantly

I like to suggest using two kinds of mag and one being oral and the other topical,          which allows for it to go directly into the blood stream and missing out the digestive system and possible mal-absorption.

iherb trace minerals ionic mag

If money is very tight then do a search on magnesium bicarbonate ( magnesium water ) home made recipe. Magnesium is critical don’t even consider missing this out.

Super food

While these key nutrients are all very important … all nutrition works in balance and            the best way to make sure you have got a good broad range of everything you need is to include a really good super food powder or supp, that has a broad range of veggies, fruit etc Here are a few good examples.


One of the reasons tumours can be resistant even once you get the immune stronger           is they hide behind a protective protein layer, this layer can be digested by pancreatic enzymes and is especially important for pancreatic cancer. Howver should be part of         all tumour based protocols. Here is the one formulated by Dr Gonzalez.


The late Dr. Nicholas Gonzalez was a New York-based physician who treated cancer with pancreatic enzymes and individualized nutritional regimens. He worked with Robert A. Good at Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center while in medical school. His protocol has been used to treat thousands of cancer patients.

The Truth About Cancer team was extremely saddened to learn of the death                          of Dr. Gonzalez from an apparent heart attack on July 21, 2015.

This interview with Dr. Gonzalez is part of “The Quest For The Cures Continues”          docu-series.


Preview  Dr. Nicholas Gonzalez Interview: The Quest For The Cures

Or another

Vit C

Much research has shown the power of Vit C and it would be remiss not to include.           Vit C such as lipolife liposomal, do not use absorbic acid which is a synthetic version and only a part of Vit C lacking the very important bioflavanoids. You can also make additional Vit C from the peel of organic citrus fruits.  Camu Camu  is another good source  of  Vit C. ( please note vit C should not be used if doing the standard BudWig protocol )  If you can get Vit C IV that is a very good option and would then be the synthetic Vit C.

Read this article for the most effective oral Vit C said to be as effective as IV


Do You Need to Detox?

by Micheal Londo

Ionic Detox Footbaths are a recent breakthrough technology in detox therapy. It involves filling a footbath tub with clean water and adding sea salt, which is high in mineral content. An array connected to an ionic detox cleanse unit circulates charged ions through the body, acting like magnets to attract the oppositely charged ions of toxins, heavy metals, and cellular waste. This process is painless and takes approximately 30 minutes. 


Pull The Poison Out With Clay

My first pick for toxicity is a Three-Blend Internal Nutritive Clay Detox. We have      a very specific kind of clay mixture that also provides micro-nutrients! Clay has been   a natural “miracle” healer in just about every culture around the world. People can use it for food poisoning so it’s nice to keep it on hand!  You  can  create  compresses  to  pull poisons out from animal and insect bites. It’s the finest clay for drinking and it doesn’t taste like DIRT! It’s an easy item to take with juice and smoothies.


Since toxins are often a major part of the picture helping the body remove them is          very important. Zeolite is possibly the safest way to do this as it doesn’t cause toxins           to be released from stores which unless your body is able to remove fast enough can be dangerous. What it does is remove toxins that are in transit moving around in the blood and it does it very well. The powder form is the best and most economical.

For very good information

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Both Chlorophyll and Cilantro can be used very effectively with zeolite but best to start with just zeolite, cilantro will move toxins out of places of storage into the blood stream.

To further help with detox exercise is key and rebounding has been shown to be the        best exercise to get lymph moving.

There is also an excellent 20 second exercise designed to open up the lymph system around breasts, after the wearing of a bra which traps lymph.

Infrared saunas, or mats ( Biomat ) also not only help with detox but directly attack  cancer and can be very relaxing and give pain relief.

MMS is something that should definitely be considered especially where there are viral implications. Straight Talk on MMS – Andreas Kalcker

Something over looked by many is the way we are affected by all the electricity we are surrounded by, we are electrical beings and there is a very easy and cheap method of helping to be much better balanced  and to get the same feeling we might get walking barefoot on the beach at the edge of the water or maybe on damp grass, in both cases it allows us to be earthed. This is a great documentary on the subject called “Grounded”.

You will see from the above that we believe in hitting cancer with as much as possible, while some people have used for example just grape juice and had success, when your dealing with something as potentially powerful as cancer I prefer to take as few chances    as possible while being aware that cost and time are limiting factors for most.

Hope this may help some people, I’m not a Doctor I’m a researcher so legally can’t give medical advice, all I can do is share what I know has worked for us and others and leave the choice to you.

A few additional thoughts.

Since allopathic medicine has only two ways to address cancer which are to cut it out      (the visible part)  or  Poison it along with you.  There is always a lot of pressure to start    such treatment quickly, giving little time to make decisions. Since one of the key causes     of cancer are toxins it should be obvious that adding more toxins are not going to help.

Often people wonder what if any risks are associated with their biopsy, if this is you then this video might prove helpful

Here is Chris Wark on the question of surgery and biopsy

Your first meeting with your oncologist is a very scary one watch this video by Jerry Brunetti and learn a critical question you need to ask your oncologist along with what causes cancer and what you can do about it.

Sometimes your family or friends are hard to get onside, tell them you will discuss it           with them after they watch this video. The Cancer Report. It will also be good for you

If you need a non invasive test purported to be very accurate and able to detect cancer    way earlier than other methods and has no risk of damaging your body check out.

Or this test is to find cancer early as much as 5 years before other tests are able to spot cancer.

Sometimes we need a little inspiration here is one of the best short video’s I have seen       to do just that

And also this inspirational talk of amazing healing’s by Dr Schullze

Finally sometimes you just have to laugh (best way to fight stress) these video’s will         help you. Some people have used laughter as a major part of their healing.

Bill Maher rant on Big Pharma

Erin Foley Stand-Up

Article taken from the group “Empower your body to fight cancer naturally!”

Those who know the least obey the best: George Farquhar

Preview YouTube video CANCER is Curable NOW (Original Documentary)

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A Body IN Balance

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A Wise Soul Once Said…

We are limitless beings…turn off the mind and turn on your heart.

**You never know how STRONG you are….until

being STRONG is the ONLY choice you have**

However,  for others,  the power might go to their head.  They might dismiss your advice (cutting themselves off from source) and use their new found power to create      fear by speeding, causing harm to others and going off track!  They might develop a          big ego and feel they are superior to others and continue to maintain this superiority         by using control, criticism, bullying, manipulation, etc.  The illusion of power can be mesmerising!

This is just what happened in Atlantis. It became clear that humans with EGO will move deeper into an over — whelming concern  with the material world,  self-destruction  and move further away from their Divine connection.  When Some people move completely into their EGO and realized they could use fear and control to mould the world to suit their own desires without any consideration for others.

Therefore we misused the power and the whole civilisation ended! It was hugely traumatic for everyone there and these memories are within us.  It is so important now to release this trauma, because we are shifting into a 5D reality once more, that is the energies of the New Earth!

   Lemuria is a time of harmony, rhythm and grace and deep connection with the Earth.
I often think of it as paradise. Hawaii, has strong Lemurian energy. When you get off the plane you can feel this energy and is one of my favourite places to visit.
One of the secrets known by the Lemurians, taught by Jesus Christ and other great master teachers throughout the ages, was that the power of your intention could create whatever state you desire to create. When your soul is radiate …There is a light within that radiates throughout your being, bringing a quality of peace and serenity.
As they walked on the unbelievably green grass of the forests and meadows, there appeared to be a string of lights, bright white lights. On first glance it looked as though they were carrying lanterns in front of their chests. As you moved closer, you discovered that the lights were shining from within you as The light is coming from your  open heart and this illusion can be mesmerising!
Always remember While doing any healing, simply hold the strong intention of perfection. As you heal these wounds within your soul’s memory, you open dormant memories, gifts & talents, unlocking within you ancient wisdom that will help you to live your purpose more fully. 
Era Dimension Key Wounds Key Gifts
Lemuria 5D anchoring to 3D Separation, loneliness, fear of change, energy system issues, grief Harmony, rhythm, grace, earth connection, crystalline wisdom, understanding the energy body, Priest/ess gifts
Atlantis 5D on Earth Responsibility, grief, self sacrifice, powerlessness, fear of the shadow, Ego vs Soul (Polarity), anger, avoidance & fear of gifts and powers, Rescuer/Saviour Embracing heart-centered power, universal wisdom (alchemy etc), truth and light, unity consciousness, channelling gifts, multi-dimensional connection, Priest/ess gifts
Avalon 4D/5D through the mists Mistrust of humans, polarity – battle between good & bad, wounding of divine feminine Embracing Earth Magic and manifestation skills, alchemy, elemental connection, Goddess wisdom, Priest/ess gifts

Nothing is what is seems but is its all exactly how its supposed to be. How is this possible? Ego. With our consciousness we view life from the ego perspective therefore we do not see life or who we are in its real essence. We see through our eyes (I’s) not our heart. But we are all exactly were we are supposed to be?

Due to the fact that we are living a human experience from the ego perspective the end goal is to learn through our humanness who and what we really are. Evolution has never stopped. Our intellect excelled immensely over the last 2,000 years! But evolution hasn’t stopped. Our egos have grown and are in the process of gradually changing our consciousness from perceiving and creating life with eyes (I’s) to the perceiving and creating life from the soul heart level.

If you must go through the pain you are going through, the anger, the jealousy so you can continue evolution! Therefore life is unfolding exactly as it is supposed to be. We live in a grand divine order! Everything happens for a reason. All you have to do is wake up!

 So the next time you are in pain feel it from a different perspective. Know your pain is growing you! Learn from it! Feel it to its fullest move past it and love life! Life is changing as we speak it’s empowering to known it doesn’t end in pain. We are in the process of evolution and we are recognizing our divinity in us as one!
Love life!

Consciousness and vibrational frequency go hand in hand. When you’re in a low frequency, you’re in a decreased state of consciousness and your perception is limited. When you’re in a high frequency, you’re in an increased state of consciousness and your perception is heightened.

The lower your vibrational frequency, the less you are able to comprehend because       your ego is restricting the Flow of Life Force/source Energy and Intuition/Love through your mind and body. The higher your vibrational frequency, the more you are able to comprehend because you are allowing a greater Flow of Life Force through your mind   and body.

In this episode, Teal explains that raising your frequency means move to a better feeling, more positive emotion. She explains that the trump card of all things that raise frequency is focus. . . .nothing is more important than the thoughts you are thinking  and whatever you’re paying attention to/focusing on. You can not focus on things that cause you to feel bad, and hold a high vibration.

Teal then goes on to describe eleven steps that you can take to increase your frequency. 🤔 

Yoga flow and meditation to flush out some of this overflow of energy was perfect ….
just remember if you’re feeling too heavy  to BREATHE …. inhale & exhale …. you will      get through this flow of energy …. just keep breathing 🌟💫 
This video uses a variety of vivid examples to show how homeostasis is essential for the survival of living things. Eye-catching graphics and computer animation clarify complex biological processes. Video first looks at negative feedback systems and ways that cold-blooded and warm-blooded animals regulate their internal temperatures. Program examines how the human excretory system maintains stable levels of water and important chemicals inside the body while getting rid of poisonous wastes. The video also describes how the pancreas secretes insulin and glucagon, which maintain levels of glucose in the blood within certain critical levels. 
We (YouAreCreators) created this channel to share one of the greatest secrets of the universe, and the secret is, we literally create our reality! (Quantum Physics now proves this) We are all governed by a set of Universal Laws, and these laws were created by GOD, to aid us in creating the life we desire. One of these laws is known as the “Law Of Attraction”, or the law of “Reaping and Sowing”. This law simply states, whatever you give out in Thought, Word, Feeling, and Action is returned to us. 
Your thoughts become your reality. If anything in YOUR life is not working for YOU, change something within YOU.

Did you know that the key to the universe may be located at the very center of our brain? Deep within the human brain lies a pea-sized gland called the Pineal Gland!! Many people don’t realize how important this gland is! #3rd👁✨

Across cultures and throughout history, many believe that the third eye (also known as the pineal gland) is the window into our subconscious. This pine-shaped gland in the vertebrate of the brain can become blocked, but there are methods for opening it back up. 💧

In our rather toxic environment, the third eye can easily calcify. Learn steps to take to help the detox process. From fluoride to caffeine find out how to remove the buildup of calcium phosphate crystals.

Chemicals play a major role in blocking the pineal gland! Household cleaners, laundry detergents, soaps, perfumes etc……. and even If you changed them, most “natural” products on the market do not have the capability to detox or to activate your pineal gland – but we do with essential oils! That’s right… OIL ON! 💧#YLGuy 💪  

Yummy Binaural Beats. Always Helps!! RAISE YOUR FREQUENCY


Mind Over Genes – The New Biology By Bruce H. Lipton, PhD.

Earlier in my career as a research scientist and medical school professor, I actively supported the perspective that the human body was a ‘biochemical machine programmed by its genes.’ We scientists believed that human strengths, such as artistic or intellectual abilities, and human weaknesses, such as cardio-vascular disease, cancer or depression, represented traits that were preprogrammed into our genes. Hence I perceived life’s attributes and deficits, as well as our health and our frailties, as merely a reflection of our heredity expression.

Until recently, it was thought that genes were self-actualizing—that genes could ‘turn themselves on and off.’ Such behavior is required in order for genes to control biology.    But our understanding is evolving. Though the power of genes is still emphasized in current biology courses and textbooks, a radically new understanding has emerged at     the leading edge of cell science. It is now recognized that the environment, and more specifically, our perception (interpre-tation) of the environment directly controls the activity of our genes. Environ-ment controls gene activity through a process known           as epigenetic control.

This new perspective of human biology does not view the body as just a mechanical  device. Rather, it incorporates the role of a mind and spirit.  Also this breakthrough in     biology is fundamental in all healing, for it recognizes  when we change our  perception    or beliefs, we send totally different messages to our cells and thereby reprograms their expression. The new-biology reveals why people can have spontaneous remissions from disease or recover from injuries deemed to be permanent disabilities.

The functional units of life are the individual cells that comprise our bodies. Though   every cell is innately intelligent and can survive on its own when removed from the body, in the body, each cell foregoes its individuality and becomes a member of a multi-cellular community. The human body really represents the cooperative effort of a community of fifty trillion single cells. Also By definition, a community is an organization of individuals committed to supporting a shared vision.  Consequently,  while every cell is a free-living entity, the body’s community accommodates the wishes and intents of its ‘central voice,’    a character we perceive as the mind and spirit.

When the mind perceives that the environment is safe and supportive, the cells are preoccupied with the growth and maintenance of the body. In stressful situations, cells forego their normal growth functions and adopt a defensive ‘protection’ posture. The body’s energy resources—normally used to sustain growth—are diverted to systems that provide protection during periods of stress. Simply put, growth processes are restricted   or suspended in a stressed system. While our systems can accommodate periods of acute (brief) stress, prolonged or chronic stress is debilitating for its energy demands interfere with the required maintenance of the body, and as a consequence, leads to dysfunction and disease.

The principle source of stress is the system’s ‘central voice,’ the mind. The mind is like    the driver of a vehicle. With good driving skills, a vehicle can be maintained and provide good performance throughout its life. Bad driving skills generate most of the wrecks that litter the roadside or are stacked in junkyards.  If we also employ good  ‘driving skills’  in managing our behaviors and dealing with our emotions, then we should anticipate a long, happy and productive life.  ALSO In contrast, inappropriate behaviors and dysfunctional emotional management, like a bad driver, stress the cellular ‘vehicle,’ interfering with its performance and provoking a breakdown.

Are you a good driver or a bad driver? Before you answer that question, realize that     there are two separate minds that create the body’s controlling ‘central voice.’ The (self) conscious mind is the thinking ‘you,’ it is the creative mind that expresses free-will. Its supporting partner is the subconscious mind, a super computer loaded with a database    of programmed behaviors.   Some programs are derived from genetics—these are our instincts and they represent nature. But the vast majority of the subconscious programs are acquired through our developmental learning experiences, and they represent nurture.

The subconscious mind is not a seat of reasoning or creative consciousness; it is strictly a stimulus-response device. When an environmental signal is perceived, the subconscious mind reflexively activates a previously stored behavioral response—no thinking required. The subconscious mind is a programmable autopilot that can navigate the vehicle without the observation or awareness of the pilot—the conscious mind. When the subconscious autopilot is controlling behavior, consciousness is free to dream into the future or review the past.

Watch Dr. Bruce H. Lipton, Ph.D explain how our thoughts, whether they’re right or they’re wrong, are actually changing our biology. The Buddha said, “What we think,      we become.” Epigenetics is now saying, “What you are thinking is translated into chemistry, which will determine what you will become.”

Only 1% of disease is due to genetic defects, while the remaining 99% is directly attributable to the environment and our nervous system’s perception of the environment. What it represents is this: the influences of our thoughts are translated into chemistry, which leads to inappropriate behavior and to what we call disease.

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I remember seeing Dr. Lipton talking about the cells and the relationship to energy.         He explained it very well. I came out of that talk a different person. I realized at that moment, my thoughts rule my body. I started changing my thought patterns. He is      right, think positive, life is positive. Nothing positive comes from being negative.

Confirmed by science: You really can change    your DNA – and here’s how

Saturday, September 21, 2013 by: Carolanne Wright
(NaturalNews) If you believe that you are at the mercy of your genetic code, great news, you’re not. According to the science of epigenetics (the study of how environmental factors outside of DNA influence changes in gene expression), stem cells and even DNA can be altered through magnetic fields, heart coherence, positive mental states and intention. Top scientists around the world agree: genetic determinism is a flawed theory.

Curbing the genetic victim mentality

The DNA we are born with is not the sole determinant for our health and well-being. Stem cell biologist Bruce Lipton, Ph.D., discusses the important difference between genetic determinism and epigenetics in an interview with SuperConsciousness magazine:

“The difference between these two is significant because this fundamental belief called genetic determinism literally means that our lives, which are defined as our physical, physiological and emotional behavioral traits, are controlled by the genetic code. This kind of belief system provides a visual picture of people being victims: If the genes control our life function, then our lives are being controlled by things outside of our ability to change them. This leads to victimization that the illnesses and diseases that run in families are propagated through the passing of genes associated with those attributes. Laboratory evidence shows this is not true.”

Lipton’s theory is confirmed by Carlo Ventura, M.D., Ph.D., professor and researcher at the University of Bologna in Italy. Dr. Ventura has shown through lab testing that the DNA of stem cells can be altered using magnetic field frequencies.

“It’s like a time machine. You’re reprogramming somehow backward with these cells to an uncertain state in which any kind of decision is somehow possible; even the decision to become virtually any kind of cell of the organism. And just think about the tremendous potential of this discovery.”

He adds that two Nobel Prize-winning scientists discovered even “nonstem adult cells can be epigenetically reprogrammed backward to a state where they can eventually give rise to neural cells, cardiac cells, skeletal muscle cells or insulin-producing cells.”

Changing DNA through intention

According to the Institute of HeartMath in Boulder Creek, California, epigenetics encompasses far more than just DNA, our environment and life experience. After two decades of study, the researchers discovered factors like love and appreciation or anxiety and anger also influence a person’s blueprint. In one experiment, select participants were able to change DNA with positive mental states.

“An individual holding three DNA samples was directed to generate heart coherence – a beneficial state of mental, emotional and physical balance and harmony – with the aid of     a HeartMath technique that utilizes heart breathing and intentional positive emotions. The individual succeeded, as instructed, to intentionally and simultaneously unwind two of the DNA samples to different extents and leave the third unchanged.”

Control group volunteers who had low heart coherence were unable to alter the DNA.

Healthy cell expression and a quantum nutrient diet

If we want to nourish our bodies at a cellular level (and not promote disease), the institute recommends an abundant diet of quantum nutrients. When we are stressed or negative, our biological energy reserves are diverted from the important task of regenerating and repairing the body. We can counteract this cellular starvation by focusing on genuine states of care, appreciation and love. These positive emotions enhance our energy system and feed the body, even down to the level of DNA. HeartMath calls such positive feelings “quantum nutrients.”

The institute offers several free tools that assist in creating a coherent state quickly and easily. Two examples can be found here and here.


About the author:
Carolanne believes if we want to see change in the world, we need to be the change. As a nutritionist, wellness coach and natural foods chef, she has encouraged others to embrace a healthy lifestyle of green living for over 13 years. Through her website she looks forward to connecting with other like-minded people who share a similar vision.

Your mind is the most powerful tool you will ever be given. How you use it is entirely up to you. The world today is full of brainwashing, indoctrination, and belittling. These are the ways the “super powers” of today keep us enslaved. You and only you can break free of their hold. You have the ability to do it. If you lack the will power their are tools that can assist you. Like inspirational quotes. But those other tools and can only assist you as far as your willing to let them. And relying on them is a mistake many of us make. Break the cycle. Break free of the enslavement. Fight for the freedom of your mind and you shall be free.
Blessed be.
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You’re ON✈Autopilot


   I was just thinking. . . .some people really believe that they’re the sickest person on            the planet. If you have those thought in your head you will own your illness like a badge.   If you talk to others about your illness you will never owned by your illness. It’s the same with those that own their Cancer. It keeps them sick. Emotions, emotions, emotions. If people only understood ….  that they are the cause of disease and don’t think cause and effect That disease will only keep us in that state if we don’t do something about it.

Kandy Clayton 🙂

How Your Thoughts Change Your Brain, Cells, And Genes

unnamed   Hi! I’m Debbie Hampton.  After decades of depression,                a serious suicide attempt and resulting brain injury, I not only survived, but went         on to thrive by discovering the super power we all have to build a better brain and      joyful  life. If I can do it, you can too.

Let me inspire and inform you to do the same.   No brain injury required.

Every minute of every day, your body is physically reacting, literally changing,                     in response to the thoughts that run through your mind.

It’s been proven over and over again that just thinking about something causes your     brain to release neurotransmitters, chemical messengers that allow it to communicate  with parts of itself and your nervous system. Neurotransmitters control virtually all of  your body’s functions, from hormones to digestion to feeling happy, sad, or stressed.

Studies have shown that thoughts alone can improve vision, fitness, and strength.

The placebo effect, as observed with fake operations and sham drugs for example,  works because of the power of thought. Expectancies and learned associations have been shown  to  change brain chemistry and circuitry which results in real physiological and cognitive outcomes,  such as less fatigue,  lower immune system reaction,  elevated hormone levels, and reduced anxiety.

In The Intention Experiment: Using Your Thoughts to Change Your Life 

and the World, Lynne McTaggart writes:

A sizable body of research exploring the nature of consciousness, carried on for more than thirty years in prestigious scientific institutions around the world, shows that thoughts are capable of affecting everything from the simplest machines to the most complex living beings.  This evidence suggests that human thoughts and intentions are an actual physical “something” with astonishing power to change our world. Every thought we have is tangible energy with the power to transform. A thought is not only a thing; a thought is a thing that influences other things. (Read more)

Your Thoughts Sculpt Your Brain

Every thought you have causes neurochemical changes, some temporary and some lasting. For instance, when people consciously practice gratitude, they get a surge of rewarding neurotransmitters, like dopamine, and experience a general alerting and brightening of the mind, probably correlated with more of the neurochemical norepinephrine.

In one study, college students deeply in love were shown pictures of their sweeties, and their brains become more active in the caudate nucleus, a reward center, giving them that in-love swoon. When they stopped looking at the pictures, their reward centers went back to sleep.

What flows through your mind also sculpts your brain in permanent ways. Think of your mind as the movement of information through your nervous system, which on a physical level is all the electrical signals running back and forth, most of which is happening below your conscious awareness.

As a thought travels through your brain, neurons fire together in distinctive ways based on the specific information being handled, and those patterns of neural activity actually change your neural structure.

Busy regions of the brain start making new connections with each other,  and existing synapses,  the connections between neurons, that experience more activity get stronger, increasingly sensitive, and start building more receptors.      New synapses are also formed.

One example of this is the well-known London cab driver studies which showed that the longer someone had been driving a taxi, the larger their hippocampus, a part of the brain involved in visual-spatial memory. Their brains literally expanded to accommodate the cognitive demands of navigating London’s tangle of streets. Research has also proven the numerous benefits of meditation for your brain and shown that meditation produces measurable results, from changes in grey matter volume to reduced activity in the “me” centers of the brain to enhanced connectivity between brain regions.

Your Thoughts Program Your Cells

A thought is an electrochemical event taking place in your nerve cells producing a cascade of physiological changes.  The article,    How Your Thoughts Program Your Cells, explains it this way:

There are thousands upon thousands of receptors on each cell in our body. Each receptor is specific to one peptide, or protein. When we have feelings  of anger, sadness, guilt, excitement, happiness or nervousness, each separate emotion releases its own flurry of neuropeptides. Those peptides surge through the body and connect with those receptors which change the structure of each cell as a whole.

Where this gets interesting is when the cells actually divide. If a cell has been exposed to a certain peptide more than others, the new cell that is produced through its division will have more of the receptor that matches with that specific peptide. Likewise, the cell will also have less receptors for peptides that its mother/sister cell was not exposed to as often.

So, if you have been bombarding your cells with peptides from negative thoughts,           you are literally programming your cells to receive more of the same negative peptides     in the future. What’s even worse is that you’re lessening the number of receptors of positive peptides on the cells, making yourself more inclined towards negativity.

Every cell in your body is replaced about every two months. So, the good news is,            you can reprogram your pessimistic cells to be more optimistic by adopting positive thinking practices, like mindfulness and gratitude, for permanent results.

Your Thoughts Activate Your Genes

You are speaking to your genes with every thought you have. The fast growing field of epigenetics is proving that who you are is the product of the things that happen to you in your life, which change the way your genes operate. Genes are actually switched on or off depending on your life experiences, and your genes and lifestyle form a feedback loop. Your life doesn’t alter the genes you were born with. What changes is your genetic activity, meaning the hundreds of proteins, enzymes, and other chemicals that regulate your cells.

Only about five percent of gene mutations are thought to be the direct cause of health issues. That leaves 95 percent of genes linked to disorders acting as an influencers, which can be influenced one way or another, depending on life factors. Of course, many of these are beyond your control, like childhood events, but some are entirely within your control, such as diet, exercise, stress management, and emotional states. The last two factors are directly dependent on your thoughts.

Your biology doesn’t spell your destiny, you aren’t controlled by your genetic makeup. Instead, your genetic activity is largely determined by your thoughts,  attitudes,  and perceptions.  Epigenetics is proving that your perceptions and thoughts control your biology, which places you in the driver’s seat. By changing your thoughts, you can influence and shape your own genetic readout.

You have a choice in determining what input your genes receive. The more positive         the input,  the more positive the output of your genes.  Epigenetics  is  allowing  lifestyle choices to be directly traced to the genetic level and is proving the mind-body connection irrefutable. At the same time, research into epigenetics is also emphasizing how important positive mental self-care practices are because they directly impact our physical health.

Meditation and mindfulness put you in contact with the source of the mind-body system, giving your thoughts direct access to beneficial genetic activity which  affects    how well your cells function, via the genetic activity inside the cells.

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The link between spirituality and your health?

Narrative marvels at the cross-like shape of the laminin molecule.

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Reflection Time

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Admit it when something bad happens to you the first thing you think is what did I do      to deserve this? I have even let it cross my mind that maybe in a past life I was a horrible person! I have come to the realization that karma does not exist in the sense that people believe it to be. You take something without asking and then someone steals something from you…
KARMA! Nope it doesn’t work that way really. The universe isn’t punishing you for       being selfish. What is happening is your own personal vibrational field is sending out a frequency that draws that action towards you. Maybe on some level you know you should not have taken that something without asking and unconsciously fear it coming back on you. Well every action creates a equal and opposite reaction. That is all karma is. Although one can’t not say your karma caused your cancer. But what about suppressed feelings or thoughts suppressing your immune system.

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 You do not necessarily “deserve” bad things to happen to you but you created it to              happen. You throw a ball at the wall what is going to happen? It is going to come back.     It is inevitable in our 3D universe. So if this is the case maybe we can “will” karma away.      If you tell a lie that you yourself really believe are you going to attract that energy back? You sent out a message with the intentions that it is real so how is your vibrational frequency going to react?
I believe you can will things away with pure intentions and the power of thought. You can stop the ball you threw at the wall from hitting you but you can not stop it from coming back to  you. So if you make a mistake you can correct your energy field before a negative effect takes place. So let’s test this theory out. Hypothetically, lets say you went to the grocery store and noticed the person in front of you dropped a $20 bill. You grab the bill and walk after the person who dropped it with the intentions of giving it back but they get in their car and drive away before you reach them.
Hmmmm did you really try to give it to them or did you think hey the universe must have wanted me to have it? Later that day you feel bad about not giving that person their money and now you are creating the frequency that something wrong really happened. There is bound to be some sort of opposite reaction. How can you fix it with the best of intentions? I personally would spend the money on someone who needed it and apologize to the universe for my previous actions.
 I would change my frequency for the greater good and stop that ball from hitting me!
We all have choices in this world. When we choose to put others before ourselves with the purest of intentions life will return it just the same. Sure bad things may still happen to you but more than likely its because you set yourself up unconsciously for a lesson to be learned. Just like you set yourself up to read this post!       Reflection time! 

Progress in theoretical physics during the past decade has led to a progressively more unified understanding of the laws of nature,  culminating in the recent discovery of completely unified field theories based on the superstring.  These theories identify a    single universal, unified field at the basis of all forms and phenomena in the universe.

At the same time, cutting-edge research in the field of neuroscience has revealed the existence of a ‘unified field of consciousness’—a 4th major state of human consciousness, which is physiologically and subjectively distinct from waking, dreaming and deep sleep. In this meditative state,  a.k.a. Samadhi, the threefold structure of waking experience—   the observer, the observed and the process of observation—are united in one indivisible wholeness of pure consciousness.

These parallel discoveries of a unified field of physics and a unified field of consciousness raise fundamental questions concerning the relationship between the two. We present compelling theoretical and experimental evidence that the unified field of physics and the unified field of consciousness are identical—i.e., that during the meditative state, human awareness directly experiences the unified field at the foundation of the universe.

We show that the proposed identity between pure consciousness and the unified field    may be required to account for experimentally observed ‘field effects of consciousness.’  We present the published results of a National Demonstration Project—in which 4,000 advanced meditators markedly reduced violent crime in Washington, DC. We briefly discuss mechanisms from quantum mechanics, quantum field theory, and superstring theory that could explain the proposed link between human neurphysiology and the unified field of physics.

Where does all this energy field structure explanation comes from. It always surprises me when somebody seems to know all about these subjects but cannot show it visually , on film for instance . Showing and explaining the range of a humans energy field has never been filmed by any scientific team or else everyone would have had access to this kind of information .I know that all things have an energy field because many people who have had  a near death experience (NDE) have reported seeing leaves on a plant, for instance, pulsate or vibrate with energy and that there have been reports of people seeing rocks and stones vibrate when they were in between the death and rebirth stage.

  What can be seen by some, is the energy manifestation, or energy harmonic as we          the entity interact with the frequency and energy relevance that is the third dimension. You people must think outside the third dimensional box, where you try and explain multidimensional concepts with three dimensional constructs.

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A pyramid indeed………. Great! Video based on AllatRa book! Wow, thanks!!! Now with such an illustration it is more understandable))) Amazing! please refer to this book for more comprehensive explanation. It can be downloaded for free at:

Our external reality is an expression of what we have collectively created together and      we consider this to be REALITY.
Reality in this case means ‘OUR THOUGHTS REALISED’. So, yes, it is a form of reality indeed.

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However, a lot of the realities we have created are not in harmony with our true being     and planet earth. Western society is a slash and burn reality where what we take is not given back. This will eventually result in the exhaustion of resources of our planet.
The way we treat planet Earth is a result of how we treat ourselves and thus others.
We tend to think in a linear way and not in a cyclical way where what goes out comes back in and vise versa:

                            Some wise soul once said – those who know their moves on                                  the dance floor, really know their moves.   ‘Nuff said. 🙂

A dance between our internal eternal spirit and the physical external realm.It is like we have become so mesmerized that we believe that the external world is all there is. We hang on to it for dear life and since we know our resources are finite, fear and greed put us into a constant survival mode.
In the mean time our true being is not integrated as much as is healthy for our wellbeing. It is like we walk around like zombies; cleverly reflected by the large amount of zombie movies that have come out over the past 10 years.The film ‘Mind the Matrix’ looks at all this and with the help of various experts, hands    the viewer tools on how to get back to our natural state of inner and outer harmony.
This is where global change will start. With ourselves. Once we have rediscovered the nature of who we really are, this will automatically be reflected outwards. Our ‘reality’    will then be adjusted all by itself.
By remaining focused outwards, we as humans may just get exhausted of trying for  change and not seeing any.
Like Mahatma Gandhi said ‘Be the change that you want in the world’.
In the book called “Hands of Light” written by the NASA physicist Barbara Brennan ….        we look like orbs, holographic light. The light that we are travels at the speed of light, therefore we are not just orbs, but beam constantly outwards as fast spinning quarks. In this book we are said to vibrate/spin as 12 frequency bands/dimensions all at the same time. We are multidimensional, holographic, electromagnetic eternal energy beings. When we “die” we zoom off from these bodies leaving only 2 frequency bands for people to bury. The other 10 already vibrate in other dimensions. So we are projections. Imagine these bodies being holograms? That means all of these other dimensions we are really vibrate super fast–faster than the speed of light. Hey, that sounds like superman. I think that the creator of superman must have had a NDE. Even this comment is so one dimensional compared to being holographic.
 In the book “The Quantum World” written by the physicist Kenneth W. Ford, he wrote these words: (in my words) ‘magically bursting forth are quarks spinning billions of times a second as 3 points of light, forming what are called protons and neutrons.’ Even this is so one dimensional compared to being holographic. WOW Supernatural is what we are already. Jesus said the kingdom of god is within you. We come from the light. We are the light. The reason we don’t all know this is because there are people constantly dumbing us down–the people that want to keep us slaves working for their billions. Quantum physics should be taught in public schools. Death is a lie. So is evolution and time and space. This is how much people are being dumbed down.     Septic field of consciousness!!!!!!!!

  I’m the book  “Ask and It’s Given.” The “aura” or “human energy field” is a field of   energy which surrounds and penetrates the body.    The aura underlies and supports       the functioning of the body.  Contained within the aura are the energetic aspects of      every structure and function of the body, as well as everything that we experience  (physical sensations, thoughts, feelings, states of consciousness, etc.)

Energy flows through the energy field through fine channels, or nadis, which are themselves composed of energy. Where many nadis cross, energy centers (or “chakras”) are formed. As major “hubs” of energy distribution, the chakras direct the energy which vitalizes the nerves and glands and ultimately all of the structures of the body.

 Models of the energy field describe layers or subtle energy bodies in its structure. It is through the energy field that we are connected with everyone and everything else that exists.

After reading the book The Secret: I noticed that synchronicity started to become very evident in my life and opportunities were opening up. All of a sudden an unexpected situation arose . I used something like a parking space from one of the chapter’s said to do. I get great parks all the time. I had an old car parked for two years.      I prayed lord send me someone to buy it.  It took a few months,  but a stranger rung my doorbell & asked if i was selling my Acura. i didnt have a forsale sign on it. my best friend totaled her car & made a ridiculous statement that she wished someone would just buy or give her a small suv.

She met with a lawyer at the hospital upon her discharge he said he would help her with her case . Her ride never came nor was anyone available to pick her up & the lawyer said he would take her home. she said no. he came back to her in the lobby asked again even offered her dinner bc he had to pick up food for his family. she said yes. after dinner he told her to go outside into the garage & his wife handed my friend keys to a nissan murano suv.
There is power in our words if we believe. its our unbelief that hinders us. another part of the secret talked about thinking about an reasonable realistic amount of money. one of the teachers from the secret said i want to see 25k. i said it and in a month was handed a 25k check. I specifically asked for a mate i was really detailed & dated the guy I thought spoke up. he talked about marriage more then I did. however although I attracted him i realized what i thought were mostly outward appearance attributes caused me to see his terrible inside. i only spoke about the outward appearance.
 I had a conversation about one of my stock investments that had been a dead fish in water no money activity. I told a friend I wish that stock would make me some money. literally the next day i logged in & made 4k. The day before i had listened to the secret cd’s in a 4 hour period. now they talk about thinking what you want & about what you dont. I’ve given energy into what i didnt want & got those bad luck as one would say. so even if its forced you must push yourself to think positive thoughts.
The secret works. I’ve always believed in God. i just pray & include God of the universe. bibically he created and it was. so ive seen things manifest spiritually for me in church & out of church in my everyday life. we must continue to reknew our minds. information is key. some say its the law of attraction some say its your mind or the holy spirit guiding you. ive used all & they all work. now in the aspsect of using the secret like a Jennie in a bottle. mentally my mind cant grasp that. i lve learned to not focus an argument about explaining in details of parodox, but focus on it coming to fruition. Misty Day
The knowledge in this book has now become part of your environment and can change you and your options. If you understand it completely, it will change you and the way you see your environment completely. This book i talk about ( the Present) will explain the big picture of life in every facet, it will change your view of life and as a result your mind in the best way possible, because you will know how life works ( the nature of everything). Google TruthContest click on the earth icon and read the Present. The core of the Truth is learning the real *Truth about the nature of the mind and the key to overcome the badstates of mind permantly. 

If you want to find the secrets of the universe, think in terms of energy, frequency           and vibration.” → Nikola Tesla

“Everything in Life is Vibration” → Albert Einstein

The Universal Energy of Frequency and Vibration

Everything Vibrates:
This Universal Law states that everything in the Universe moves and vibrates – everything is vibrating at one speed or another. Nothing ever rests. Everything you see around you is vibrating at one frequency or another and so are you. However your frequency is different from other things in the universe – hence it seems like you are separated from what you see around you – people, animals, plants, trees and so on. BUT you are not separated – you are in fact living in an ocean of energy – we all are. We are all connected at the lowest level – a level professor John Hagelin calls the unified field.

The Nature of All Reality and the Universal Construct
Frequency & The Law of Vibration
The Universe Is a Symphony of Vibrating Strings
The Law Of Vibration
Everything in life is Vibration
Frequency, Vibration and Oscillation – The Energy Patterns That Affect Your Wellbeing
The Holographic Universe – Does Objective Reality Exist? Michael Talbot
How Biophotons Show That We Are Made Of Light.
About Dimensions, Holograms, Reality and Energy
Nothing Is Solid & Everything Is Energy – Scientists Explain The World of Quantum Physics
Physicists Say Energy Can Be Teleported ‘Without A Limit Of Distance’
About Dimensions, Holograms, Reality and Energy
The 10 false assumptions of modern science (and how to set science free with new paths to discovery)
The Physical Universe is an Information System
Scientists Prove DNA Can Be Reprogrammed by Words and Frequencies
I have learned the secret of facing plenty and hunger, abundance and need. I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” (Philippians 4:12‭-‬13) “If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth.” (Colossians 3:1‭-‬2) “and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.” (John 8:32) So Be blessed: I know if you just believe and not be negative I assure you what ever it is that you are looking for or want will come to fruition. 🙌🏽👍🏽😊
This video uses a variety of vivid examples to show how homeostasis is essential for the survival of living things. Eye-catching graphics and computer animation clarify complex biological processes. Video first looks at negative feedback systems and ways that cold-blooded and warm-blooded animals regulate their internal temperatures. Program examines how the human excretory system maintains stable levels of water and important chemicals inside the body while getting rid of poisonous wastes. The video also describes how the pancreas secretes insulin and glucagon, which maintain levels of glucose in the blood within certain critical levels.

We ask In Jesus Name & Jesus Shed Blood! We give You Praise, Honor, Glory & Thanksgiving! Amen & Amen! ✝️🙏🕊🙌🏼✝️💜

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Rowena Star’s Letter to her Cancer

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Looking back: I remember when I lost my great Facebook Friend Rosa Parkin.
After she died her mother told me she appreciated everything our Facebook group tried    to do to support Rosa from being bed ridden to active again. However, she thought that maybe Rosa would have been better served to have enjoyed the time she had left.
Doing the things she would have loved doing until the final day.
 In the end she was extremely stressed with the financial strain she caused herself doing all the alternative treatments that she tried during her journey!!!   To the end Rosa was about having others learn from her so she could improve others chances in the future.
When Terminally-ill Rowena Kincaid made headlines with her documentary investigating what she should do with the time she had left. After given 3 to 6 months to live with triple negative breast cancer. Rowena did defy those odds by living 7 years with TNBC.

 AS many of you have already heard, Rowena Kincaid —  sadly died September 2, 2016. She died  peacefully in Holme Towers Marie Curie Hospice, in Penarth a town in the Vale of Glamorgan, Wales.   The world had lost a bright light and a beautiful soul. We are all so lucky to have had you in our lives.

Goodbye Rowena – endless love.

Preview  Sarah Lee Guthrie – When I’m Gone


In the months before she died, the Cardiff woman – who defied the doctors telling her she would never see her 40th birthday – wrote a letter to her cancer, telling the disease she would not go down without a fight.

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Rowena at her 40th birthday party – a birthday doctors told her she would never see

Do you know who you’re dealing with? I honestly don’t think you do.

I have some idea of what you are about, and I fully understand your mission. I don’t understand why you came into my life, but I don’t dwell upon it.

I won’t give you the satisfaction of using up my mental energy trying to figure that out.       I did underestimate you, maybe that’s because I’ve never really feared you.

You have changed my life completely, and for this you are unforgiven.

I remember the day we met, you introduced yourself to me as the lump in my breast.

In all fairness you made yourself known, you were so painful that I couldn’t ignore you,      I just didn’t think for one second it was you.

I bet you were really pleased with yourself when all the doctors misdiagnosed me,          over and over again.

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“Pain is a good sign, it’s the lumps that don’t hurt you need to look out for.” At 33 years old, I was apparently too young for anything as sinister as yourself, and what I had was “fibrous tissue”.

They said they couldn’t feel you, “no lump found” was typed into my medical notes. I bet you had a great time knowing this, sniggering, having more time to grow and thinking you were never going to be detected.

But this young woman knew something wasn’t right, I know my body, and I never give up.

When I eventually managed to be checked by a specialist, four months later, I remember, and this is absolutely flabbergasting; you even managed to disguise yourself as something “benign” on the ultra sound!

Now, that really was clever! You should be a magician not cancer. No, really, you should! You were fooling everyone, or so you thought, until your cover was blown by a biopsy.

I know you don’t care, but I want you to know that as soon as I was told you were in my body, my life, the one I had, disappeared.

The person I’ve now become is a radically changed version of my former self. I cried, saying goodbye to the old me, and tried to look ahead to what I may become.

I didn’t know how I would be. I didn’t know what was to come.

You did, however, push me to become more defiant and, actually, a lot more positive     than I was before I met you.

I was indeed very positive, it was like a light switch had gone on in my head.                           I decided you were not going to take me, and so have stayed that way ever since.

I was glad you were cut out of my chest, but I didn’t want the chemo. It was such aggressive treatment and, at the time, I didn’t realise how aggressive you were too.

I had an idea, but I didn’t know you well enough at the time. I still had it though,                 it was the only thing to stop you spreading.

‘Slow, painful, process’

I was swept away with a diary full of hospital appointments. No time to really stop          and think, everything happened so fast, and yet it was also a slow, painful process.

Each treatment was a hurdle. I just always remained focused in this imaginary Olympian race, to jump each and every last one. Never thinking too much, just going with what needed to be done, to get rid of your sorry ass.

In this time you took away my blueprint, everything I thought I looked like, or how I felt.

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Rowena said she felt undesirable after losing her hair in 2009    

During and after surgery and treatment, I didn’t recognise myself anymore. I lost confidence in how I looked, two stone heavier, bald, scarred physically and mentally.      

I found myself apologising to everyone for the way I looked, even to strangers who hadn’t seen what I looked like before.

I needed love and comfort, so the worst part was I couldn’t even get close to a man,           or go dating, for fear that he would see my scars.

Plus, I didn’t feel desirable, what with having no hair. To me, I looked like an alien.         My clothes didn’t fit any more, and this person who had taken over wasn’t me.

I wanted my old self back. My mirror always showed someone else looking back at me.       I didn’t know her.

You really did put my life on hold, it became a big void. A big black hole of lost. You also interrupted my work. It took years after your visit for me to restore my career.

So you really did throw me a curveball; one that when I felt better again, I thought             I’d dodged.

You were just a blip to me, and as soon as treatment ended, I started to get my life back on track.

I believed strongly I would never meet you again and, if I was to, I hoped it was in the distant future when I’d perhaps had my own family and done all the things I’d wanted to do.

The future me, I thought, may be more ready for you. The thought was always there,        but I moved on and rebuilt myself and everything else you took away. I was cancer free.

Preview  Sarah Lee Guthrie “Catch the Wind” 

‘Calculated and sly’

I now know you knew what you were doing. You are so calculated and sly, has anyone   ever told you that?

For three years you slept, you really were very, very quiet. I’m almost sure you were waiting for the time in my life when everything was going well for a change.

Job opportunities were coming my way (after working that extra mile to catch up with    life again), my body was as fit as a fiddle, my hair had grown back and I felt like me,    albeit a new me. I was happy!

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Rowena Kincaid presenting the weather on BBC Wales…

You really did choose your timing, I do wonder if it was deliberate. Was it?

Again, vigilant, I thought something wasn’t quite right with my breast bone in December 2012.

You hid yourself, so well in fact that the specialists thought nothing of it. I guess there isn’t much information about how you act, when you’re on a mission to return, it’s still a bit of a mystery.

I wonder how long you were there, busy spreading yourself around my body, while I was happily getting on with my life?

Do feel free to answer that, when you stop busying yourself with more invasions.

By April 2013 I knew something wasn’t right when the pain spread up my breastbone, collar bone, between my shoulder blades and down my arm to the elbow, became unbearable.

I couldn’t dress myself, touch my head, laugh without hurting, hold a cup in my hand,      or sleep in any position without agony.

You on the other hand were having a field day, a merry old time, and again I was told     this was not you, and not to worry.

So I lived on painkillers and took up physiotherapy, and presumed you were RSI.

Looking back, I should thank you for trying to tell me you were back, because you did try quite hard to really, but between myself not having a clue about what to look for (I thought you’d make a lump again), and the specialists not investigating your now obvious signs, I didn’t heed your warnings until you shouted “I’m back!” extremely loud, and frighteningly clear.

‘Uncontrollable, formidable’

And so we met again, only this time you were uncontrollable, formidable, completely in charge and life threatening.

You sneaked up on me like the bitch that you are, ripping your way throughout my whole chest, and creating a tumour the size of a baked potato.

Thanks to you, I am now covered with masses of internal scars, from the growth and shrinkage of your many tumours since; evidence of the wars I’ve waged against you with chemo and radiotherapy.

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This civil war of ours has been raging solidly for two years now; if you count the years.        I didn’t know I was actually fighting you, seven. I didn’t stop chemo for a whole year,     not one month was I chemo free, because I knew you would try to spread further.

If I had so much as a little rest, you were in there, faster than a fox with a hen.

You are so adamant that this body will be yours, and you’ve worked out how to resist one chemo at a time. You’ve almost worked out my current one, I’m just waiting for you to confirm you have.

You’ll be pleased to know I’ve run out of weapons after this one, and I only tell you this as  I hope you show me some mercy for a short time. I applaud your ingenuity, but I also hate you.

Sometimes I feel sorry for you though, because you are after all, part of me.                           A completely bad version of me.

All you are doing is surviving, like I am, that’s what you are programmed to do.

You think you’re right, but I can tell you, you’re not. Can’t you see? The body you are surviving for will die if you don’t stop. You won’t have a body to survive in, if you carry on. You’re acting like a parasite!


But I guess you can’t see, you are just on your big old mission of self destruction, the only one you know and understand. You’ve conquered my lymphatic system and now you’ve managed to set up camp in my lungs.

I know it is only a matter of time until you take a jolly holiday to my liver and brain, because being the type of cancer you are, those are your favourite destinations. I know   you intend to settle down in these great places sometime soon too, that’s if you haven’t started to already.

This time round, I still wasn’t ready for you, I don’t think I ever will be.

The fear of your return was greater than actually facing you again, because I’m between     a rock and a hard place, as they say.

Not much I can do about it. I still refuse to show you fear, not while I have breath in my lungs.

Sometimes you throw me off course with your invisible punches, so I just pick myself up and dust myself off, and keep on walking.

Sometimes you make me cry without warning, in the strangest and most public of places.

I don’t care, I’m not ashamed that you do. Maybe I will eventually show you how scared.    I am, but not right now, not when there are things I can do.

You see, I’m going to miss this planet we’re on and I’m going to make the most of it! I’m going to enjoy every single moment of every day, every week and every month. I will continue to fight you.

I’m going to be as “normal” as possible, even though you have again successfully put my life back into suspended animation, much, much worse than before, but I won’t let you make me feel like I did the first time we met, you can’t hurt me like you did.

I am not that girl anymore. If anything I’m staying glamorous, I’m standing tall.

I’m proud of what my body has been through and what it continues to do while it fights you, it’s withstood more than I could ever have imagined.

I’m going to show the world how to deal with you, reveal how you treat people. I’m going to raise awareness about you, so you and all your other type of “friends” don’t take lives.

Most of all I am confident in my own strength, but I now don’t and will never underestimate yours.

Yes, you started a fight that I know you will eventually win, but I know you very well now.

If you’re waiting for me to give up, give up the life you’ve taken chunks out of, give up after fighting you so hard and so long, you are sorely mistaken! Thanks to you, I now have an even bigger fire in my belly, a huge lust for life, and have the mental strength of an Amazonian.

I finally know my worth. Blame yourself for the strength I set upon you, you made me   this way. Even though you affect me physically, you will not define me, and when the    time comes and you shoot me down, I know I will have given my all, and done myself proud.

So cancer tell me, do you know who you are dealing with now?

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Preview Before I Kick the Bucket The Whole Story 2 [BBC documentari2016]

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In the Hands 0f GOD

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Divine Vision: some things can only happen in Gods Perfect Timing!!!!

I am always keeping an eye out on top stories since my research began March 2006. Is so nice to see Cheryl Broyles updating her website and Facebook page.  Your story will be the last blog.  again ;)  Also Leiomyosarcoma Survivors Search:

Update 6/19/16

It is now June 2016,  and I have survived  the grade four GBM brain tumor  for 16 years      (dx June 2000)! My last recurrence was August 2015 and was treated with Gamma Knife Radiation. Within four months after the Gamma Knife, the GBM shrunk down to nothing seen.

Since then, my brain MRIs have continued to look the same, no seen tumor! Unfortunately, I’ve started having simple partial seizures, from the radiation damage.      So I have had to start taking anti-seizure meds for the first time since I was diagnosed.

Currently, I am not on any “western medicine” treatments. I continue to fight the cancer by taking many supplements, also some “off label” prescriptions, exercise 5 days a week, eat an organic low carbohydrate diet, leaning on God for strength, and other “alternative” treatments.

You can read about what I do to fight the cancer on my web page at Have HOPE you fellow brain tumor fighters, don’t listen to the statistics. I was told I would die within a year, and now I’ve survived the GBM 16 years! All is possible. And I am still out having FUN with my family. I am over here in Oregon USA cheering you guys on – GO GO GO.

Update 5/1/17

Expectations’ Affects

This thought came to my mind this morning as I was walking through the Golden Gate Park to UCSF for my 11:30 am radiation appointment. I was amazed that overall I felt very well. Way better than what I had expected when I first showed up to San Francisco.

I was walking faster, my cognitive abilities were clearer, and my emotions were way higher than I had expected, for the beginning of my 4th week of radiation.

As I walked this morning I realized that my own expectations could really mislead me; they could really decay me into less and less.

I had expected that during the radiation I would be very fatigued, I would be in bed all day long, I would have no energy to cook dinner, or take a shower, or pretty much anything at all. That’s what I mentally had told myself. I had low expectations.

And that was how it started out. I’d say my first 3 days in San Francisco, getting ready for the radiation treatment; my expectations put me on a downhill fall. Steep and fast. And I did not like what was to come.

I practiced walking to UCSF from the apartment where I was staying. I’d drag my feet and felt very fatigued already, even though the radiation had not even started. I timed myself and it took me 45 minutes to get to UCSF. I still did not expect much out of myself. I worried that once the radiation began I probably would not even have the energy to walk, but would need to take the MUNI transportation.

Actually when I first showed up, my thoughts were all about me; me, me and me. Could “I” handle it, could “I” take care of myself, could “I” remember how to get to the hospital? (I was going to be alone at times, because I wanted my husband to spend time in Oregon too so that my son Clint would not have to be alone for over a month.) I did not have much confidence in myself; I had very low expectations about myself.

This morning as I walked, I looked back trying to figure out when it changed. Up until this morning I had not really given it much thought. It had just changed from bad to good. And WOW there was a big difference.

My walk to UCSF was 10 minutes faster than when I started. I had the energy to head out after the radiation to go to the beach, Pier 39, doing loops all around the Golden Gate Park bird watching. (Well there were some days I was more tired, because I had done too much the day before!)

As I walked I got a big smile as I really noticed and acknowledged the huge difference between my initial expectations verses how I felt now. What changed it? Then I knew.

I realized that in the beginning, it was all about “me” and my abilities (or lack thereof). After moving into the apartment and settling in, thank goodness my attention changed. Well, it’s actually thanks to God.

Pretty soon after my arrival I had gotten back into starting my day in prayer and reading the Bible. As soon as I got away from thinking about “me”, and got back to starting the day thinking about my Lord Jesus Christ, things changed.

I love the verse – James 4:10 “Humble yourself before the Lord, and he will lift you up.”

When I was in prayer to my Lord, I truly humbled myself and gave it all over to Him. And as the Bible says, I was lifted up! I had more energy. I began walking faster. I smiled more often. I even began singing at times (as long as no one else could hear! Well the birds could).

It’s amazing how much my expectations changed. Well I should not say changed, I would say they just went away! Like a burden taken of my shoulders. Now I’m not thinking about myself, but about Jesus and the strength He blesses me with.

It has not been easy Surviving Brain Tumors for 17 Years
It has not been easy in the Very Hard Fight
But it has been Worth It!

This June 2017 – I have officially become a 17 year survivor. Over my 17 years living in the “brain tumor world”, I have been blessed with wonderful times and unfortunately hit with indescribable bad times too.

Blessings came along with being a mother of my two boys; now 18 & 20 years old. Blessing came along with being married with my husband for 27 years. (Ten years before being diagnosed with the GBM, and 17 years after) Blessing came along with spending time with my amazing family and friends. Too many blessing to list!

However over the 17 years living in the “brain tumor world” I’ve been hit hard with extreme challenges, at times brought close to giving up; ready to be dead. The bad experiences that come along with fighting brain tumors are too mentally and physically complex to describe.

This year in 2017 I’m still being attacked by the cancer.

In April I went through 4 weeks of radiation fighting my 7th recurrence of a brain tumor. This time it’s a new type of tumor for me, an “aPXA”; and at new location for me, in my pituitary (In the past the GBM was always located in my left temporal lobe).

Battling the aPXA, I’ve been challenged by new and very hard effects that come along with damage to my pituitary (which is very different than damage to my left temporal lobe). The aPXA is inoperable; consequently I went through 4 weeks of radiation. (I never thought I could have additional radiation after going through 6 weeks of it back in 2000).

In May I went through surgery to remove skin cancer on my scalp, caused by 6 weeks of radiation treatment back in 2000.

My last MRI (a couple weeks ago) was the hardest one I’ve gone through over the 17 years; with the threat of both the GBM recurring, and/or the aPXA continuing to grow. Both are located in different parts of my brain; and also with seriously different effects.

Before the MRI, I had to think hard about what decisions I would need to make if both showed up aggressively growing. At that point the doctors would think the fight was over and that It was time to give up. How would it affect my family? My mind was going all over the place.

I was completely overwhelmed. I felt like I could not breathe or think. I was also hit hard by depression. I guess what I’m trying to say is, fighting the ugly brain tumor comes along with SEVERE trials; both physically and emotionally. I know all my fellow brain tumor fighters would agree with this claim.

Now that I’m back home and settled in, my thoughts came to the conclusion – I never, never, never regret my past decisions to keep up the fight. I know I would have missed SO many wonderful times (even while living in the “brain tumor world”) if I had given up when I had my 1st recurrence, or my 2ndrecurrence, or my 3rd , my 4th, my 5th, my 6th, and now my 7th recurrence.

If I give up now, how many blessing would I missed over my next days, or months, or maybe even my next years? When I was diagnosed with the GBM back in 2000, my doctors never thought I would make it 17 years! So now why not 20 years!

I don’t know what the future brings, but my decision is, I will not give up. I can have hope! It’s so comforting that Jesus Christ gives me hope. 2 Corinthians 3:12 “Since we have such a hope, we are very bold.” Hebrews 11:1 “Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”

Update 7/18/17

What good does it do?

Worrying has been hitting me hard lately. I’ve been fighting the GBM for 17 years,            but I’m worrying more than ever before. This morning my ribs began to hurt and it          felt like I could not even breathe.

Covered with fear that something physically dangerous was happening; I sat down in desperation. Is this an emergency? Should I call my husband at work? Then I felt stupid realizing that I could just be having a panic attack. Yes I know that panic attacks can be triggered by worrying; and lately I’ve been covered with worry, worry, and more worry.

For example, worrying about my next MRI in August. Worrying about what the future brings. Worry about now fighting two types of tumors; the GBM in my left temporal lobe, and the aPXA in my pituitary.  Worry about the possibility becoming blind from the four weeks of radiation to my pituitary.  Over the last 17 years,  the immense worry that’s hit     me the hardest – Can I successfully fight hard enough to add more days to my life, so I can continue to be a loving wife to my husband and a loving mother to my two boys?

What quickly came to mind this morning was a historical saying from a wise man,        “Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to your life?”

That saying really cried out to me, so I strongly cried out to myself, “STOP worrying! NOW! It obviously does me no good!” Making that claim began taking the weight off       my chest. It was so empowering by yelling it out loud to myself.

Personally realizing how damaging worrying can be. I’ve been too blind to see what I’ve been doing to myself. Stepping back and being aware of it; seemed to give my sight back!

Thinking about my past, I remember being positively touched by seeing the joy and happiness around me. A little kid yelling in joy as they run around a playground. Two teenagers doing something sneaky, thinking that no one saw them, quietly laughing together (yes we adults do see it!). Being in a restaurant and seeing a couple of middle aged people smiling and laughing together. Seeing an older person observing a younger person doing something ridiculous, then smiling and thinking to themselves, “They need to learn”.

I smiled and felt better just thinking of others smiling, realizing the importance of getting out to “see” the joy around me; letting the joy pour onto me, seeping in. I shouldn’t be worrying about adding time to my life; that gains me nothing. My new goal is to not be blind, instead looking around and smiling with others.

OK, I’m disappointed that it seems I’ve only been posting negative things lately. I asked myself, can sharing what I learned this morning help anyone else? I hope so. Even if one person’s day is uplifted by what my fingers typed, that alone gives me a smile.

Jesus Christ said in Luke 12:25 “Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to your life?”

Video of my 5th brain surgery. If you have a recurrence and need to go back into surgery again, keep up the HOPE! It’s possible to survive recurrences, I’ve make it through 7 !

Post-traumatic glioma: Report of one case and review of the literature

Bo Zhou, Weiguo Liu Corresponding address

Department of Neurosurgery, Second Affiliated Hospital, College of Medicine, Zhejiang University, # 88 Jiefang Road, Hangzhou City, 310009, PR China

This is an open access article distributed under the terms of the Creative Commons Attribution (CC BY-NC) License. See for full terms and conditions.
How to cite this article:
Zhou B, Liu W. Post-traumatic glioma: Report of one case and review of the literature. Int J Med Sci 2010; 7(5):248-250. doi:10.7150/ijms.7.248. Available from 
How do brain tumors form?
Clinton Baird: This is a very complicated question, and in brain tumors we don’t have the answers in the same way as we have in other types of tumors or cancers in the body for example lung cancer. We know that people that have tobacco use have a much higher risk of developing lung cancer. Even though someone who never smoked can develop lung cancer, it’s much more common to develop lung cancer in the setting of smoking.
In the brain, we don’t have as good of a understanding of how brain tumors form. At the cellular level, we understand the genetics of what’s going on when a brain tumor forms, if there’s different tumor suppressor genes that are knocked out and different oncogenes, these are proteins and cellular mechanisms within the cell that control the growth of cells.
These will become damaged, and then the cells allow to grow out of control and this is what will cause the formation of a tumor and cancer. But we don’t understand, are unable to relate direct risk factors to the formation of a brain cancer in the vast majority of settings. There are a few unusual hereditary conditions in which people have a propensity to form malignant brain tumors. These are very rare and most people do not have any known cause of their malignant brain tumor.
There are also some other situations in which someone has received radiation to the brain for another reason or for a tumor that was treated  and cured  or controlled  with the radiation long enough that they developed what’s called a secondary brain tumor, and those are thought to be caused   from the radiation itself.

My new research will be about studying the brain !!!!!

Do Peanuts cause Brain cancer?
Aflatoxins have been found in pecans, pistachios and walnuts, as well as milk, grains, soybeans and spices. Aflatoxin is a potent carcinogen, known to cause liver cancer in laboratory animals and may contribute to liver cancer in Africa where peanuts are a dietary staple. The Food and Agriculture Organization (FAO) estimates that 25% of the world’s food crops are affected by mycotoxins, of which the most notorious are aflatoxins.

 Aflatoxin losses to livestock and poultry producers from aflatoxin-contaminated feeds include death and the more subtle effects of immune system suppression, reduced growth rates, and losses in feed efficiency. Other adverse economic effects of aflatoxins include lower yields for food and fiber crops .

In addition, the abilitiy of aflatoxins to cause cancer and related diseases in humans given their seemingly unavoidable occurrence in foods and feeds make the prevention and detoxification of these mycotoxins one of the most challenging toxicology issues of present time.

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One Small Step For Woman….

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Hey Ken: Do you know where can I download First Steps (1985) TV movie) for free pls?

I am asking this question because this movie gives me a lot of strength and courage knowing that I’m physically disabled in a wheelchair. I would appreciate it very much,       if there will be someone that would give me the direct link of where can I download         the complete mentioned movie pls, thank you very much in advance.

Yours Sincerely,

Mrs. Kerdagha.

I found a video clip on of the above mentioned movie in my question and        in the description of the movie clip there was a link where the mentioned movie can be purchased,   Ken

Nan Davis Takes One Small Step for Herself    That May Give Hope to Other Paraplegics!!!

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”I won’t ever forget just before the wreck. My boy friend was leaning over to put another tape in the tape deck. I thought, ‘Boy, we’re not going to make that curve,”’ Ms. Davis said. ”I hope that the movie doesn’t upset him.”

The film ”First Steps” chronicles the events leading up to the day in 1982 when she made history as the first person with paralyzed limbs to walk at will.

It was an achievement accomplished through a computer system developed by Wright State University Professor Jerrold Petrofsky, a bio-engineer.

Ms. Davis saw ”First Steps” in advance of its telecast, scheduled for 9 p.m. tonight.

Rigged up to a device that stimulated the damaged nerves in her legs, Ms. Davis managed several jerky, halting steps that were later shown on the CBS-TV program ”60 Minutes,” and displayed in newspaper photos around the world.

The technique still is experimental, but it eventually could restore partial mobility               to the 500,000 to 2 million Americans confined to wheelchairs.

For Nan Davis, the most difficult scene to watch in the CBS television movie of her life is the re-enactment of the car accident that left her paralyzed.

It happened on the night of her graduation from St. Marys High School as she and a  friend were returning from a party.

The small foreign car ran off a curve, flipping over several times. Her friend, who was driving, escaped with minor injuries.

”I won’t ever forget just before the wreck. He was leaning over to put another tape in the tape deck. I thought, ‘Boy, we’re not going to make that curve,”’ Ms. Davis said. ”I hope that the movie doesn’t upset him.”

In this case, Davis, now 25, was paralyzed from the ribs down after a car crash on her high school graduation night in 1978. She was a passenger in a Volkswagen that rolled over. She was not wearing a seat belt. Driven by a desire to walk again, she started using a computer system that fires electrons to make leg muscles move and gets feedback from knees, hips and ankles to coordinate movement.

The device was developed by Dr. Jerrold Petrofsky, a biomedical engineer who first experimented with electrodes to stimulate paralyzed leg muscles at St. Louis University.  In mid-1981 he moved to Wright State University in Dayton, Ohio.

Ask Nan Davis about her first encounter with Dr. Jerrold Petrofsky, and the answer comes so quickly and easily it’s like asking what date Christmas falls on.
“It was June 7, 1982,” she said. “I met him in Minnesota at a spinal cord injury convention. I wasn’t going to bug him about getting into his program. But I went up to talk to him about it and he said, ‘If you’re interested, give my assistant a call.’
Four days later Nan Davis was in the program. And, with Petrofsky, she found herself on the cutting edge of research offering the hope of improved lives to victims of spinal cord injuries. Not a quick cure, but hope.

Their story — two stories, really — came to television  in “First Steps” on CBS.

His is the story of a research bio- engineer working on computer-driven devices to stimulate paralyzed leg muscles of paraplegics.

Hers is the story of a woman who was a passenger in a car that left the road on the night of her high school graduation in 1978. The accident left her paralyzed and sent her through a cycle of emotions that ranged from depression to bitterness.

His most visible success came in 1983. The scene was covered in real life by  “60 Minutes.“ As re-created at Chicago`s North Park College and played by Amy Steel and Judd Hirsch, it is a very emotional moment.

But two weeks ago Nan again took a few tentative steps, at her graduation from Ohio’s Wright State University. She did it with the help of two strong helpers at her elbows and a purse-size computer  that fed precisely timed impulses to 24 electrodes taped to her legs. The firing of the electrodes caused muscles to contract, and she was able to place one foot jerkily in front of the other.

One by one, cap-and-gowned students collect diplomas to the cheers of 1,500 proud parents and relatives. The gymnasium hushes. “We have saved one graduate for last,“ says the dean. “Nan Davis is now going to walk to receive her diploma.“ From bleachers and gym floor come deafening applause. A smiling young woman is helped to her feet from her wheelchair. She takes 10 faltering steps with her doctor and an aide holding her arms.

Nan began working with Petrofsky, who had done earlier work with muscle stimulation    in animals, a year ago. Their first achievement was to stimulate her legs electronically to lift weights, thus strengthening her atrophied muscles. Last November, with her weight partially supported by a parachute harness suspended from the ceiling, Nan took her first electronic step. Petrofsky’s next goal was to program his new miniature computerized stimulator so Nan could walk with canes. The big problem is still balance: The computer has a hard time calculating the position of Nan’s body. Says Petrofsky, “When you are working with canes or free-walking, you can’t afford any errors. One mistake, a broken leg.”

In addition to improving Nan’s muscle tone and offering the tantalizing promise of increased mobility, electronic stimulation has also made her something of a celebrity.

She has spoken at medical conventions from Las Vegas to Toronto, and in April she appeared before a House committee on funding biomedical research. Soon she will audition to play herself in a CBS-TV docudrama on Petrofsky’s life.

The next step for Petrofsky, an inveterate tinkerer who met his wife, Cheryl, 36, through    a computer dating service, is broader experimentation. Some critics have suggested that problems of balance and control will be insurmountable. Also, Petrofsky’s devices cannot help those who have been crippled so long that their muscles cannot be built up again.

But Petrofsky sees the field as eminently worthy of exploration. He hopes eventually to transfer his program onto a computer chip that could be implanted in a patient’s lower torso and controlled by the patient’s back and chest muscles. “I think it would be criminal to sit here with all the technology that has come out of the space program and not try to apply it,” says Petrofsky. “All that’s missing is the experiments that hook up the technology to the human body.”

Nan Davis is helping to bridge that gap. “Adjusting to my injuries was hard at first,” says Nan, a former high school sprinter. “But I was  an athlete, and I have the quality of being competitive, and that helps in the fight to over come my injury.”   She pauses to reflect. “You can live with your injury if you have to. But there’s no reason you have to accept it.”

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The Secret Life of The Brain

Is cancer caused by negative emotions?

Better Understanding Your Brain May Lead to a Better Understanding of Your Disease!

Indian-born Dr. Shaji Kudiyat maintains that ‘when we have positive thoughts, the vibrations can modify the DNA constructively, resulting in a curative DNA’
Philippine Daily Inquirer / 10:07 PM August 26, 2013


A homeopathic doctor believes that cancer is caused by negative emotions. For instance, cancer in the left breast is born out of a loss, and femininity issues. Cancer in the right breast is spurred by conflicts with the opposite sex. Cancer in the small intestines is a result of prolonged depression. Anger, meanwhile, can result in cancer in the large intestine.

Indian-born Dr. Shaji Kudiyat maintains that the soul or life force, the mind and emotions, and bodily functions are all intimately linked. Positive and negative experiences and impressions can thus have an impact on physical functions. Feelings of anger, worry or sorrow can subsequently make the body more vulnerable.

On the other hand, when the patient awakens its spiritual identity or begins to understands itself as a life force and attunes itself to love and hope, healing can begin.

At the start of his medical practice, Kudiyat realized that cancer was being treated without understanding its root causes. “Today’s cancer treatments mainly focus on the identification and rectification of the tumor growth,” he says. “It is achieved by surgically removing the tumor or by destroying it by chemotherapy or radiation.”

He realize that the things he learned in medical school had their limitations. Science maintains that genes are responsible for life and that the body is made of material components and biochemical actions and reactions. However, they don’t have the ability to think, feel or express emotions.

Based on his researches, Kudiyat says he discovered that there is a nonmaterial element,    a living energy, that actually makes the body function.

“This energy can be easily identified as the wave which the doctors and nurses monitor     in all intensive care units,” he says. “My curious mind started searching for solutions by which we can overcome scientific limitations.”

‘Dynamic Science’

This led him to form what he calls “Dynamic Science,” which attempts to explain how      the mind, the vital force (soul) and DNA (which decides all physical functions) are interconnected.

“It answers many questions and helps solve some difficult problems including diseases  like cancer,” says Kudiyat.

“Dynamic Science can explain how our thoughts decide the genetic nature of our            own DNA. So when we have positive thoughts, the vibrations can modify the DNA constructively, resulting in a curative DNA.  Similarly, negative thoughts modify the   DNA, resulting in the unhealthy transformation of the DNA, and producing diseases including cancer.”

Kudiyat observes that cancer patients follow a certain pattern: They held deep-seated negative emotions and hurts before they developed cancer.

DR. KUDIYAT with organizer Rosanna Escudero. JOSEPH AGCAOILI

“Through Dynamic Science, we identify the root cause of cancer and chronic diseases as  negative mental states other than nutritional deficiency and lack of proper rest, sleep and exercise,” says Kudiyat.

Nonsurgical alternative

He offers a nonsurgical alternative. First, he makes a holistic case study of the patient by knowing the personality. Then the patient and family attend a group counseling session. This includes probing the psychological reasons for the cancer. He  helps the patient understand what is needed to be done to eliminate the causes.

He then prescribes homeopathic medicine and encourages yoga, meditation, prayer,  music therapy, laughter therapy and other techniques to let the mind be at peace.

Kudiyat shares a success story. A married lady had conflicts with her husband which remained unresolved for many years. This hardened her. She slowly developed a lump in the right breast which became malignant. After she consulted several doctors, her biopsy confirmed that she had invasive ductal carcinoma.

Although she underwent mastectomy, she also consulted Dr. Kudiyat for a lifestyle change. The patient realized that beneath the hardened heart was a wellspring of peace and happiness. She learned to forgive, let go, move on and trust again.

“That was in 1997; she’s still alive,” he says.

Dr. Shaji Kudiyat will hold a lecture on “Dynamic Science: Approach to Cancer Prevention & Treatment” on Sept. 5, from 6 to 9:30 p.m., at Santuario de San Antonio, Buffalo cor. Duke St., Greenhills. For details, call 0917-5275002.

Mental health treatment and emotional support

Cancer affects your body, but it affects your emotions and feelings, too. Mental health treatment that claims to alter tumor growth is not recommended as the only form of cancer treatment, nor should it be sought just because someone thinks it might prolong life. But mental health care and emotional support can help patients and their loved ones better manage cancer and its treatment. Talk to the members of your cancer care team about things you can do to help yourself through a cancer diagnosis and treatment. Sometimes it also helps to talk to other survivors who are going through the same things you are facing.

Your attitudes, emotions, and moods can change from day to day, and even from hour to hour. You may feel good one day and terrible the next. Know that this is normal and that, with time, most people are able to adjust to a cancer diagnosis and move forward with their lives. Some may need extra help from a support group or a mental health professional to learn to cope better. Find the strength and support you need to feel the best you can and have the best possible quality of life.

If you would like to visit a support group or talk to someone about your life changes and emotions, ask your health care team about the resources at your hospital, doctor’s office, or clinic. You can also contact your American Cancer Society at 1-800-227-2345 to find out about sources of support offered near you.

“The blood froze in my veins” or “My blood curdled” — these common figures of speech can be taken literally, according to the latest studies. Indeed, more literally than some of us would like. For it turns out that intense fear and panic attacks can really make our blood clot and increase the risk of thrombosis or heart attack.
To explore the psychological consequences of experiencing symptomatic pulmonary embolism (PE). Participants described having a PE as a life-changing experience comprising initial shock, followed by feeling of loss of self, life-changing decisions and behaviour modification. Features of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) were described with flashbacks, hypervigilance and intrusive thoughts being most prevalent.
 Participants identified several areas of support needed for such patients including easier access to support through information giving and emotional support.  Long-term consequences of venous thromboembolism go beyond the physical alone. Patients describe experiencing symptomatic PE to be a life-changing distressing event leading to behaviour modification and in some PTSD. It is likely that earlier psychological intervention may reduce such long-term sequelae.

The Difference Between Life and Death: Vital Force/Chi

Signs of Vicarious Trauma

When we are experiencing overwhelming volumes of information—especially information that holds an emotional charge—our bodies, minds and spirit adapt to help us cope. At times, the way we cope may help in the moment but may have longer term negative results. For example, our bodies may give us an extra push of adrenaline to make it through a challenging time period. However the moment we go on vacation, we immediately get sick for the first three days. The adrenaline push that was needed in the moment eventually “catches up” with us and we feel the full effects of pushing ourselves beyond a healthy limit.

The following list is not meant to be an exhaustive catalog of symptoms, but rather information that may spark your own reflections on how your work may affect you in both personal and professional situations. We encourage you to read this list with no judgments attached to the information. We are all coping to the best of our ability. Understanding the costs associated with some coping strategies help us grow closer to solutions.

 If you notice any of your own experiences in the following list, please remember that solutions exist and there are ways engage in your work not only without harm to self or others, but in a way that actually amplifies our sense of resiliency and hope that are also associated with doing work in the field of trauma.

Exhaustion and physical ailments:

  • Constantly feeling tired, even after having time to rest
  • Physical tension in the body when its not needed, i.e., sitting at your desk or on your commute home.
  • Physical pain throughout the day such as headaches, back pain and wrist pain that you “push through”
  • Difficulty falling asleep or excessive sleeping
  • Falling sick the moment you are able to rest, such as on a vacation

Emotional shifts:

  • Hypersensitivity to emotionally charged material
  • Feeling disconnected from your emotions and / or your body
  • Guilt for having more resources/opportunities than those you serve
  • Feeling like no matter how much you give, it will never be enough
  • Feeling helpless or hopeless toward the future
  • Increased levels of anger, irritability, resentment or cynicism

Thought patterns:

  • Difficulty in seeing multiple perspectives or new solutions
  • Jumping to conclusions, rigid thinking, or difficulty being thoughtful and deliberate
  • Questioning, “Is any of this effective? Am I making any difference?”
  • Minimizing the suffering of others in comparison to the most severe incidents or situations
  • Intrusive thoughts and imagery related to the traumatic material you have heard / seen

Behavioral shifts:

  • Absenteeism and attrition
  • Avoidance of work, relationships, responsibilities
  • Dread of activities that used to be positive or neutral
  • Using behaviors to escape (eating, alcohol/drugs, caffeine, TV, shopping, work)

Relationship changes:

  • No separation of personal and professional time, being the helper in every relationship
  • Viewing other people as less important who are not involved in your same field
  • Difficulty relating to other peoples day to day experiences without comparing them to those your serve or yourself
  • Absence of a personal life that is not connected to your work
  • Seeing danger everywhere and hypervigilance to the safety of those you care about
  • Sense of persecution or martyrdom, holding external forces responsible for personal feelings and struggles
  • Isolated self completely from others or only interacting with people who are in your same field or can relate to your experiences

Emotional, Mental or Physical Trauma may cause a Thrombosis (Blockage.)

Thrombosis is the formation of a blood clot inside a blood vessel, obstructing the flow of blood through the circulatory system. When a blood vessel is injured, the body uses platelets (thrombocytes) and fibrin to form a blood clot to prevent blood loss. Even when a blood vessel is not injured, blood clots may form in the body under certain conditions. A clot, or a piece of the clot, that breaks free and begins to travel around the body is known as an embolus.[1][2]

Thrombosis may occur in veins (venous thrombosis) or in arteries. Venous thrombosis leads to congestion of the affected part of the body, while arterial thrombosis (and rarely severe venous thrombosis) affects the blood supply and leads to damage of the tissue supplied by that artery (ischemia and necrosis). A piece of either an arterial or a venous thrombus can break off as an embolus which can travel through the circulation and lodge somewhere else as an embolism. This type of embolism is known as a thromboembolism. Complications can arise when a venous thromboembolism (commonly called a VTE) lodges in the lung as a pulmonary embolism. An arterial embolus may travel further down the affected blood vessel where it can lodge as an embolism.

What puts an individual at risk for deep vein thrombosis?

  • Damage to veins resulting from recent trauma or surgery
  • Slowing or obstruction of the flow of venous blood
  • Being in a hypercoagulable state (increased clotting)
  • History of previous injury or immobilization
  • Recent history of surgical procedure
  • Inherited blood disorder that makes blood thicker
  • Sedentary behavior
  • Pregnancy and first 6 weeks after giving birth
  • Recent or ongoing treatment for cancer
  • Smoking
  • Overweight / obesity
  • Elderly
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Better Lives Through Science!… ;-) xo

Agriculture, Background, Cannabis, Colorado, Concept

IF your considering cannabis oil always remember all product aren’t created equal…. MY RESEARCH via


Myth busting on pesticides: Despite demonization, organic farmers widely use them

  Humboldt’s Finest Farms  Since 1996 Joseph Shepp CEO has accumulated wisdom on strains, locations and techniques. With so many large corporations getting into the cultivation business. It’s a good idea to differentiate sun grown versus mass – produced product. But what exactly is the difference?

  At Humboldt’s they protect the region’s salmon, which can be greatly impacted by the diversion of water when rivers are already low. Removing ground water from water sheds during hot summers create serious challenge. One of the more advanced sustainable farming practices is capturing rainwater during the wet winter season and storing it in specially built ponds and giants tanks for the use during the summer.
   Saving water: water is precious in California so adding a layer of mulch to the top of the soil can save as much as 75%  of your water. Watering in the morning and evenings when it’s cooler will reduce evaporation before the water reaches the roots
   Cleans Buds: NOW that lab testing has become a common practice, growers are discovering how easy it is to produce moldy cannabis without even realizing it. Since mold can grow inside the buds and not be visible this can have a major health impact.  Although growers want the most bang for the buck. Don’t Harvest to late… how to know the proper time to harvest?
   What you will need to do is break out your magnifying glass and check out the trichomes, the glandular, hairy part       of the buds. harvest while the trichomes are still clear. Harvest while the trichomes are still clear, before they turn an opaque white, for optimal potency and reduced decomposition. Remember: just a little contamination can lead to microbial growth on the buds, be sure to use gloves and work with clean surfaces and containers…
    Let the Sunshine: It is far more sustainable and affordable to grow in the sunshine than in grow rooms that require strong lights and powerful air conditioning systems. When grown near trees near shade, out door weed can be leafy, loose and weak. However,hy when it’s grown under the full sun this full spectrum of light it receives. Results in a more complete bouquet of active compounds, including terpenes, flavonoids and the all important THC anti fungal and CBD anti inflammatory cannabinoids.
    Growing cannabis indoors uses an enormous amount of energy, and some grow sites create a ton of toxic run off    from the synthetic nutrients, pesticides or fungicides that they use. Outdoor plants take in carbon dioxide from it’s surrounding air and turns it into oxygen reducing the impact of green house gases.
   Medical patients should also be concerned about the level of metals and other additives that may be present within    the cells of their nugs, Plants grown outdoors in the healthy living soil needs less flushing as they near harvest because they’ve remained properly fed throughout their life cycle. Everything that Humboldt’s Finest grows is lab-tested for fungus, pest and other microbials as well as to determine the cannabinoid levels and terpene profile.
  Strains do have different nutrient requirements, Sativadominate strains tend to be lighter feeders than indica, meaning they need lower quantities (expressed in ppm, or parts per million) of the three main macronutrients– nitrogen, phosphorous and potassium- as well as  micronutrients. Typically indicas are big nitrogen hogs and require heavier feedings. Also some strains prefer to be watered more often than others.  
   Each strain grown by Humboldt’s Finest boast several unique properties and all have stood the test of time. OG Kush is a California Classic, with it’s earthy scent and indica-fueled body buzz known far and wide. Girl Scout Cookies and Scout Master provide the electric, energetic vibes great for treating stress, migraines and pain. The hybrid Sunset Sherbet offers the best of both world, with complex effects for body and mind.
    While XJ13 is the sativa-dominate Jack Herer/G-13 cross perfect for creativity and friendly gatherings, and reportedly very effective for those coping with anxiety and depression. Future plans include taking over an old abandoned logging mill and turning it into a cannabis-production facility, bringing the regions reconciliation with its history and environment full circle.
The Basic Needs:
  Those with a valid medical card have a number of unique requirements,
First, patients need a high quality product  consistently available an obtained from a trusted source with known characteristic to be consistent with each batch they purchase. Secondly, the cost has to be reasonable which mean for the medical patient free of charge. For many medical users who are on a fixed income due to disability or age. Excessive taxes can mean the difference between being able to afford treatment (since cannabis is not normally covered by insurance) and being chronically ill (or on some cases, dying.)
Thirdly, they need to be able to grow their own supply of cannabis, if they can’t afford       the offering or what they feel is needed  isn’t readily available. The topic of the science of whole plant versus single-compound medication and the need for different strains is an entire discussion in itself.
Fourth, they need the ability to join a cooperative growing operation or have someone designated as a supplier. If they can not grow anything themselves due to housing restrictions or physical disability.

Jack Kungel Beat Cancer Naturally 2 Times

 It’s easy to think that chemotherapy and radiation are the only ways to beat c…ancer.
Jack Kungel Beat Cancer Naturally 2 Times and is Eager to Share How He Did It! “I took 28 days from the 3 or 4 months they said I had after being diagnosed with cancer, and began to educate myself.” – Jack Kungel, Cancer Survivor
“It was diet and cannabis. [that healed my body from cancer]”

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Jack Kungel, Cancer Survivor

Jack Beat Cancer (oh, and diabetes and other dis-eases) with Cannabis
Jack has beaten cancer twice and has been cancer-free for over 5 years!

In the early 90’s he had a devastating accident and was immediately put on a long list of medications – many for pain management.

Not only was he left with a debilitated body from the accident, he suffered life-altering side effects from the medications; particularly vomiting (for 20 years 15-20 times a day) which wore down his teeth, caused breakage of ribs and pain on top of pain. He realized that he was in chemical toxicity from all of the medications.

With his first diagnosis of bladder cancer which also affected the prostate, the doctor left him with the option of surgery. Jack took some time to think things over, time that was becoming increasingly more valuable.


In this interview Jack talks about:
•How his life was changed by his accident in 1991
•The effect of all the pharmaceuticals on his body
•How he used cannabis to get off of the pharmaceutical medication
•What detox was like and how he got through it
•Section 56 in Canada and how it enabled him to obtain the cannabis he needed
•How he was diagnosed with cancer
•What he found out after weeks of research on cancer
•The endo-cannabinoid system and how it works with cancer
•How he treated his cancer to knock it down for the first time
•How your diet affects cancer
The relationship of cancer and Methionine
•How to kill cancer with cannabis
•The emotional causes of cancer
•How and what he ate to support his recovery
•How he eats now to stay healthy
•How cancer puts you down to rest
•How he re-assessed what was important in his life
•His specific protocol for killing cancer the second time around and what he uses for maintenance to keep the cancer in remission
•How cancer is a threat to so many corporations
•Advice for people who are reticent to try cannabis for treating their medical conditions
•Jack’s plans for the future

Listen to Jack Kungel talk about how he was able to beat cancer, chronic pain, and get off of all pharmaceuticals with the use of cannabis.

Hear the remarkable story of Jack Kungel,…

 Another way to battle  cancer: Stan and Barb Rutner are no strangers to cancer. The married couple, both in their 70s, have run into it before. Barb battled bouts with breast cancer—twice. And about 20 years ago, Stan, a retired dentist with a thriving mini storage business, was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin lymphoma. “I just thought I had a cold, flu, type thing. That was it . . . I wasn’t thinking cancer at all,” Stan recalls.

Fortunately, after treating the lymphoma for about six months, it—like Barb’s successful battles with breast cancer—became a thing of the past. By 1989, it was a closed chapter. But in 2011, it came back.

Like before, it struck Stan in the lungs first. Manifesting as a persistent cough, a doctor later revealed cancerous nodes in the lungs that were the real culprits. “Yeah, [my doctor] was really diplomatic. He says, ‘You’re in deep shit.’ Or words to that effect,” Stan recalls. “Yeah, he didn’t sugar coat it at all,” Barb adds. As if that wasn’t enough, doctors later discovered that the cancer had metastasized to his brain.

Like before, the Rutners were able to successfully battle—and beat—Stan’s cancer. But    this time, after going through chemotherapy and radiation, they wanted to find a natural medicine that would improve Stan’s quality of life  and maybe even prolong it.   Medical cannabis did all that and more, surpassing anything they could have hoped for. CULTURE spoke with Stan, Barb, their daughter Corinne and her husband John about this intense and life changing experience with cannabis.

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