When I began this weekend… I knew I would write about “your conscious being,” however didn’t know how that would transpire. From beginning my cancer research in March 2006 ….with a vision through prayer arrived upon at Mass in Carey, OHIO. To meeting a …. Good Friend Rosa Parkin through our Facebook group. Going from bedridden with a 8 cm Leiomyosarcoma tumor …in her uterus …. to flying out to Oregon with a meet and greet from Brighton in the United Kingdom 7 months later.
In the nine months I knew Rosa: I came to realize it was with “her” renewed spirit and HOPE that caused that tumour to shrink as she told me in Portland. And through my own eyed experienced seen the fear she had of Losing her battle and son Manu to this dreadful disease at such an early age in Life… 44 years. As Rosa would type vigorously everyday in That Memorial Day weekend 2015 in her stress filled “frantic” attempt to find answers.
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Meet Michelle Lyn DeNault 🙂
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Ken I had run out of treatment options as surgery, and numerous chemos had failed, and I had numerous tumors so radiation was not an option. I knew CART-T Cell therapy held great promise and knew the CarT program was about to open …at Dana Farber …in Boston. However, it was a month until it opened ~ it would be another month from there until I could received treatment and at that point my two oncologist told me …. I didn’t have two months to wait.
I did not like the options they offered, so enrolled in a CarT in San Diego. I was going to travel across the country for CarT because I knew it was what would save me. I went into it pretty much dying from cancer at that point. I had about a few weeks left to live, had started to go downhill but I knew at the same time that I wasn’t dying .
The morning my father and I were going to leave for our flight, my oncologist called from U. Mass General and said a spot had opened up that morning. Since my side effects were so severe, San Diego would not have worked and likely would’ve killed me.
At one point I was dying and there were no treatment options but by getting myself in proper alignment and putting myself in an actor role in my treatment plan, miraculous opportunities would line up. I knew CarT only works for 50% of patients but intuitively, I knew it would work for me. That’s why I would not look at other studies, that was the only path to living dying was not an option for me.
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Ken in my Healing Journey was a path I was offered and I made it happen. I used the book: Getting Well Again by Carl Simonton in which was exercises: I knew I had to do. I did visualization twice a day and used some aspects of radical remission but mostly was guided intuitively … and it was after I began the exercises in Carl’s book, is when I came across Jenny. It all of it helped in moving from a place of complete fear of leaving my son that was crippling me, to a place of complete empowerment and knowing I would live even though they were telling me otherwise.
It’s hard to trust a stranger online for healing work. I was lead to Jenny in just the right time, as she played an integral role in my healing journey. Things started to change from that point from complete fear to empowerment. I went through about a year and a half of news that got worse and worse each step of the way until I was just about dying.
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Then there was a very noticeable shift, when my path turned. https://www.facebook.com/jennymannion?lst=100003482878627%3A758508135%3A1493519274 https://www.jennymannion.com/2016/10/reconnecting-to-the-soul-a-mothers-healing-journey/ https://www.youtube.com/user/jennymannion
In Have the Will to Survive, I am the will to survive, The battle call that screams out In the silence of the night. A silence deafened, when warrior ignites. I am the spirit of the souls who came before. Let Your Spirit Sing (Giroux)
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Clawing at life, the greatest of fights; I am their plight. I am the love for my child that says, “I won’t let me fall, hold on my little guy. Love is stronger than all”. Will Yourself to WIN!
I am the light that never fades, When encompassed by darkness. AND in an instant all can be lit, With even the tiniest spark. I am the hope that never dies.
In all the survivors, I am the way in their eyes. IN Guiding me to their path, With no compromise. I’m the change that will seal my fate, Charging towards life, A lion at the gate.
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All thoughts point to healing, All else dissipates. I am the will to survive, Manifesting my destiny Guiding it’s course…. with the Opportunities that had began to arise.
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I… Am my life!
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Thanks for the share,
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Michelle xoxo <3
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