“The Infinite Totality Is Here, everywhere. That Creativity of God Is Here, everywhere.”
mantra
CREDITED: Paulista Duranseau
“Smiling in the face of adversity.”
Mine was cancer.
This photo was taken in a season where my body was under attack, but my faith was being refined. I had lost my hair, my certainty, and so much control — but I never lost God’s hand holding mine through it all.
Cancer tested my strength, but it also deepened my trust. On the days I felt weak, God was strong. On the days fear whispered lies, faith reminded me who was truly in control. This smile isn’t denial of the battle — it’s evidence of God’s grace carrying me through it.
Scripture says, “She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future.”
That became my prayer, my posture, and my promise.
If you’re facing a diagnosis, heartbreak, or a season you don’t understand, know this: God is still writing your story. He is near to the brokenhearted, faithful in the fire, and present in every step forward — even the hard ones.
Hold on. Trust Him. Keep the faith.
Your miracle may look different than you imagined — but God is still good. 
I have chosen this year to share my story because I want to give those HOPE and to offer up a mighty prayer. If you are going thru something please place a 
and I will join you in prayer! I will sit with you in silence and pour my heart out to the good Lord with you! 
Interesting 
you started your blog in 2011 the same year I was diagnosed.
I don’t believe in coincidence. I look for signs.
Yep I did all the things the “Drs told me to do” chemo/radiation and the cancer was still there afterwards so I called my home teacher and said I need a healing blessing and that was the day I was cancer free! God is so good and in Jesus name and my faith I was healed.
Everything is Electricity | Cancer Quick Facts
When my cancer treatments started Nov 1st 2021 my aunt came to me and swore about this water (kangen) and told me to drink as much of it as I could and I did. I know it helped with my immune system and years prior (2008) I had read the water study by Masaru Emoto and what the bleep down the rabbit hole of quantum physics, however it was the healing blessing in Jesus name that removed every cancer cell in my body. https://www.facebook.com/reel/564394426171932
My Testimony — Faith Was My Choice
This is my story—but it is not the only way God moves.
From the moment I was diagnosed with cancer, God was with me.
Before I ever entered the ER, He had already gone before me. As a classmate drove me that day, he prayed over me—and the words he spoke came directly from my patriarchal blessing. Things he could not have known. God was speaking to me personally in that moment, reminding me that I was seen, known, and held.
Throughout my journey, God continued to speak—to my heart, through prayer, through quiet reminders of His promises.
One moment I will never forget was the day I lost my hair. My eldest daughter was shaving what little remained, and as each strand fell, I heard the Lord gently remind me:
“I know every hair on your head.”
Just as He cares for the birds of the air, He was caring for me.
Even in loss, I was not forgotten.
When I reached the final stage of treatment, the doctors told me the cancer had shrunk—but it was still there. I knew I could not endure treatment again. So I asked for a healing blessing. And in the name of Jesus Christ, my cancer was removed.
There was no residue.
No remaining tissue.
It was gone.
A miracle.
You truly shine from the inside out! This photo captures your radiant energy beautifully.
I share this not to say this is how your story must look, but to say: God is still God in every story.
What carried me through my hardest days—alongside God’s presence—was my attitude.
I believe deeply that we are given a choice. Even when God is walking with us, we choose whether we will hear Him, trust Him, and believe His promises.
I had moments where fear tried to take over—but I chose faith.
I chose to believe that God’s word was true.
I chose hope when fear was easier.
My desire to live was greater than my desire to die.
I wanted to see my three children grow up—but even then, I surrendered the outcome to God. I placed my life fully in His hands and trusted His will for me, whatever that might be.
Today, I walk cancer-free by the power of prayer and the authority in the name of Jesus Christ. And that same Jesus walks with me every single day.
If your story looks different than mine, please know this:
You are not lost.
You are not alone.
You are not incomplete.
Your story is YOURS
When you pray and ask with a humble heart you shall receive abundantly! My cup runneth over, I have more than enough to meet my needs and because my cup is continuously filled and overflowing I too can share with others.
How do we know when our cups are overflowing?
When all of your needs have been met and more is still coming and we share with others the flow keeps flowing as God knows you are doing well with His abundant blessings, more will come to you as you have a grateful, humble, and charitable heart. It is so!
I drank from this cup and received the blessing of abundance with an open heart, knowing that I share with others abundantly and when I go to take another drink from this ever flowing cup it will be overflowing again. This is know!
I trust God’s timing and blessings in all forms.
I recall many times in my life when I was struggling financially as a single mother raising 3 children and in college. More money was going out than I could produce on my own. Then I met another single mother with 2 smaller children and went to her apartment and saw that they literally had nothing, no beds to sleep on, no kitchen table to eat on, they had bags of clothing and some food and a roof over their heads.
Some may say that was enough, but my heart was not satisfied with what I saw. I went home and I looked at what my children and I had…. We had 2 kitchen tables, 3 living room sets, each person had their own beds, we had food in the fridge and a garage full of even more items. It was then that I realized the abundance in my own life and it touched my heart so deeply that I went back over to this single mother of 2 and told her please come to my home with a truck and I will give you what you need because I have been given much more than my own family needs…. I too shall give.
I learned something so powerful from this. My thoughts were on the lack of money alone and yes abundance comes in the form of money but it also comes in the form of so much more. I have abundant health, wealth, friends, family, material items, kindness, knowledge, resources, love and so much more. Even when we think we have little, if we look a bit deeper we realize we have already been blessed with so much and we lack nothing! Mei-lan | Streaming Source Energy | Sound Healing
Xo, Me